Okay so the girl i was talking about i day one they guy i liked ditched me for her last night i asked her if they were dating she said yes but he told me he was not gonna say yes he told me he did not like he at all why would he lie to me i was gonna talk to him today at school but he did not show up.I don't know whats going to happen but he lied to me about everything he lied about not liking he he lied about moving he lied WTF. We did not even hang out last night he ditched me for her i'm only a little mad cause there dating but it makes me mad that he lied to me he prob never even liked me and just lied about that to.i don't know if there dating but if they are i don't know if i'm ever gonna talk to him again a lot has happen scene they started talking he only started talking to her cause Nikki liked her then right when they started talking he set my nick name on messenger to stupid cunt like for real we have been talking longer but they have dated before but they broke up like its called an ex for a reason u dumped him get over him so he really find the right one for him.UGH life why do u have to suck.. have u ever had a person were u can just look each other in the eyes and tell when theirs something wrong with them we do that. Like i'm so done with him i don't know what to do any more to be honest i don't know whats going to happen if he tries to talk to me i planed on going off on him right when i got to school but he did not show up to school he left sometime yesterday and has not came back i think hes at her house but i'm fine........ill get over it i guess at least i hope i will..................UGH i miss him we have not talked yesterday when he was at school i shoved him and walked away he called my name but i just kept walking.He prob hates me now but i don't seems like he hates me so... yeah. like i just can't get him out of my head i day dream all day i all ready have like all F's great he blocked me on Facebook but hes on my mind 24/7 UGH i need to pay attention to something else but i don't know what else to think about i don't even wanna think about anything any more cause my best friend that's been my friend sense we were baby's is dating my ex the one who cheated on me UGH why would she do that to me...shes such a back stabber why would you do that to your best friend Like i would be okay if there were dating and he didn't cheat on me but he did and i don't what her to get hurt by him but whatever i'm done writing ill wright more tomorrow.
