Seeking help

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So if you don't know already I am a   self harming person. I do it because psychical pain hurts less then mental pain for me. Nobody knows I do it, well except you guys now. And I know how bad it is and that I should stop, but once you start you can't stop.

And I hate wearing jumpers , long sleeves, and keeping my wrist facing down 24/7.  I've been trying to get help, I've been going online, but most of the websites are saying to tell my mom. And the last thing I need I my mom getting into this. If anything she's the reason.

But if you happen to know any good websites for this kind of stuff I would definitely like to check it out.
   
           -rush

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