confused

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Im confused, and scared.

I've been going deep into my thoughts lately. I've been thinking about how Im a senior and I'll graduate soon. I want to go to college but at the same time I don't. I want to go but I don't know what I want to be. I've green really sad and not loved at all. I usually watch rusher videos to make me happy but its all just a big blur now, everything is. I don't feel useful at all, I don't have any reachable goals in life, their all fantasy's. I haven't seen any purpose of living life any more?

I'm so confused

-rush

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