Boy in secret

Please don't change

     " How do I know it's you ? " I was on the verge of tears. I can't believe this is happening to me. I've gone sixteen years without being contacted by him .

   " We can meet up " he spoke and my breathe hitched.

   " When and where ? "   I was actually doing this .

   " I'm coming to Chicago tomorrow , we can meet at The Bean at noon , I'll message you " he hung up . I don't even want to know how he has my number or how he knows I am in Illinois. All I can do is cry . So I let the tears down my face .

     " Callie, what's wrong ? " Dominic sat next to me and held me , I probably got mascara all over his shirt.

   " My ... dad.... I ..." I couldn't even speak proper sentences without sobbing.

    " Wait your real dad? " Dominic kissed my cheek , " I remember you talking to my dad about him a while back " he squeezed my shoulder as I stopped crying .

   " He wants to meet up with me tomorrow and I've never met him , it's all too much " I started biting my nails , fucking stress.

    " I'm going with you , I'll help you " he stated , not even asking .

   " Even if I say no , you'll still do what you want " I laughed and hugged him once more .

    " You know me so well , let's go downstairs I want food " He got up and I put on a tank top then followed him down the stairs . I grabbed a water bottle and put on my running shoes.

   " I'm going for a run, I'll be back in fifteen " I grabbed my headphones off the table and left Dominic in the kitchen with a mouth full of eggs.
      I ran down the street , adrenaline rushing through . I loved the way my body got tired but I'd keep pushing myself. I loved how my body felt so limp after running long periods of time . It was like the feeling of being high , so free.

      I was running through the soccer field and I decided to take longer than I said I would . I haven't seen my brother in a month or two and I miss him like hell . I ran down the train tracks that led to my old home, I knocked on the old white cracked door. My mother with grayed hair , opened the door and gave me a suspicious look.

   " I came to visit Shane " I moved past her and sat next to my brother who sat on the couch , a tablet exploding with children's music , lay in his hand.

   " Lee lee ! "  Shane hugged me and wouldn't let go , I hugged right back.

   " Hey Shane, I missed you buddy " I pulled him in my lap and looked down at my four year old brother. I missed his birthday because I didn't want to come back here. The pain was too much , I pushed the memories I had here to the dark part of my thoughts, hiding it.

    " I have to go , but call me whenever you want " I kissed his head and he kissed me back , understanding.

    I left my house , no words to my mother. I feel as if it's a job if I talk to her , I don't want to do anything that would ruin my good mood. I ran back along the same path I took to get to Shane.  I reached  The Statto's place and  threw my shoes by the door.

    " I was just about to report you missing " Dominic popped out of the corner and leaned against the wall , arms crossed.
 
    " Haha very funny " I rolled my eyes.

   " Mom and dad left to some crab shack , I don't even know "  Dom walked up to me and pushed me against the door.

   " What are you doing ? " I asked as he put his hand on my jaw.

   " Hopefully , you " he winked and put his hands up my shirt , he kissed down my neck and up on my forehead . I kissed his neck too, he started to suck on mine.

   " Maybe you shouldn't do that, I don't want your parents asking me questions " I pushed him away and walked up stairs.
    
    " They haven't noticed we've had sex , I think we're good " Dom said with attitude.

   " Grow up , Dominic " I rolled my eyes again , walking into my room. I picked up a Hollister sweater and put it over my tank top.

   " Shut up , Callie " he said , mocking me . I slapped his arm and laid on my bed , he laid next to me with his head on my chest.

   " How are we keeping this up ? " I asked him as I ruffled my fingers through his hair.

     " Because we're attracted to each other and no one can stop us? "  he said like a question.

   " Or because you like to get what you want " I laughed and kissed the top of his head.

   " That too " he laughed and started to blow bubbles on my stomach .

   " sTOP " I screamed and pushed him off my bed, he landed with a THUD.

   " Oops " I looked down and he was sprawled all over the floor. Pussy.

    " My fucking elbow " Dom pouted and I leaned down and kissed his elbow .

   " Better ? " I asked , a smirk on my face.

    " Much " he leaned in and kissed me , it tingled in all the right places , like always. I hope this doesn't change .