"Henry did you stay up all night again ?" My mother asked me my mother worried about me because she feared I would slip into a coma or something if I didn't get my eight hours. " I slept for an hour mom" I lied to her just to ease her mind my father wasn't much of a speaker but when he did it was never pleasant. " you need to stop staying up so goddamn late go to sleep or I'll come out you to sleep do you hear me?" He said with his over powering voice but I didn't say a word I just kept my mouth shut and he hated it. " I asked you a question boy." He got up and pushed me out of my chair at the breakfast table my mom ran over to me and told me grab my things and go to the car and wait for her. I got up and stared at my father and thought what kind of father does this I didn't asked to be here. I sat in the car and looked out the window trying to numb myself because I don't like feeling anything because it was all overrated to me.
" are you okay ?" My mother asked me pushing my hair behind my ear I didn't say anything I just continue my numbing myself. As we drove I thought about love it was crazy that it was on my mind because I was a firm believer that love didn't exist because I've never felt it. As we pulled up to my school I looked at all the kids walking and talking and thought they don't know , they don't Know that they are all pigs on a converter belt about to be slaughtered eventually. " sad." I mumbled to myself the car stopped and my mother asked me what was sad I sighed and said nothing then looked at her. " he loves you Henry you're his son." She said as she played with my hair if he did he had a funny way of expressing his love, she knew he hated me maybe even the both of us. " Mom I'm going to be late I'll see you later." I said before kissing her on the cheek and getting out of the car. As she drove off I saw a girl in a hoodie she was looking around suspiciously
. " what are you up to Blondy?" I asked myself before following her.
I followed her for almost half an hour and ended up in an abandoned building she went all the way to the top floor and I followed her up.
When I got up to the floor she was on all I could see was her silhouette on the wall I walked over to the room she was in and saw her standing in the window sill. "don't jump." I said as I slowly approached her , she turned around and looked at me and asked " who are you and how'd you know where to find me?" I got close enough to her to put my hand out and said " I'm Henry and I've been kinda following you for the past half hour." She stared at me her over smokey eyeshadow made her green eyes stand out and her platinum blond hair made it easy to name her. " Well Henry the stalker I need you to leave I don't want you witnessing this." I was stuck staring at her and said " well suicide blond why don't you come down from there and talk?" My hand was still out and she stared at it for a second before grabbing it. " My name is Farrah Gacey yes like John Wayne."I smiled and said " I'm Henry Dahmer yes like Jeffery." She smiled back and I liked her smile it was gorgeous, " care to share your thoughts on why you wanted to jump." She pushed her hoodie down and said we just met and that her mind was a scary place. " I'm obsessed with murders and the darker side to society try me Farrah ." She motioned her head and said " your funeral but not here." I grabbed my bag and asked where then. She pointed up and said the roof. I looked at her and she smiled at me I've never seen such a beautiful creature in all my demented existence.
