Farrah had taken me to the roof top of her suicide building and sat down on the edge of the building. " you know what's funny ." She said as she swung her feet back and forth. I sat down next to her and asked what she looked at me and said that once when she was alright with being alive that she was afraid of heights now that she can imagine a world without her she's not afraid of it anymore. " why though Farrah why do you want to die?" She took a second before turning to look at me and asking why do I want to be alive. I took a moment of silence before being completely honest with her. " suicide never crosses my mind even though my life is shit." She turned her body all the way to me and asked what was on my mind then. I looked at my shoes and then at the building in front of us and said in a mono tone voice homicide. She looked at me and her face was surprised and I could feel my face flush white because why did I just tell her that now she probably thinks I'm a deranged serial killer in training.
" why homicide?" She asked just to break the silence, I pushed my hair back and said " I don't know I'd rather kill than take my own life because the way I see it we are all killers." Farrah looked intrigued by what i was saying and told me to continue. " if we aren't fighting Wars in another Country killing innocent people we are poisoning each other everyone is capable of murder." Farrah stared at me and asked me if I ever killed someone I looked at her too and said I haven't yet but the day is coming. " I believe in fate Henry." She said looking down at the ground below us I asked her what did she mean. " we were meant to sit on the edge of this building and I know we just met but I feel that we are going to be important to each other." She said still looking below as if mentally preparing herself for a great big leap.
Farrah and I went back to school and stayed there for the remainder of the day.
I had found someone who lingered in the dark realm but her territory was different she wanted to end her life while I wanted to end others lives but she was still my significant other.
