The next morning while in class the police came into the room and my heart dropped into my stomach. " Henry Dahmer step out." My teacher said I got up and walked up to the policemen and they took me in the hallway and looked at me for a minute before telling me they found my hair on one of the bodies they had found. " that's impossible officers." I stuttered they looked pushed me into the wall behind me and said " you aren't going to play the innocent bullshit we have evidence that shows you were there and we are taking you in." I didn't resist arrest at all but what about Farrah I needed to see her. I let them walk me out of the school in cuffs before taking off in the direction of the suicide building.
The police were swarming the streets looking for me my sins had caught up with me and it seemed to late to repent...far too late. When i finally reached the building I ran up the stair cases because there was no time to wait for the elevator. " Henry i heard what happened did they follow you?" Farrah said as I fell to the ground out of breath. " I don't know but we need to leave now." I said trying to catch my breath she kneeled down and looked me in the eyes and asked where would we go. I had no idea where we could go but something hit me once I heard the police sirens. I didn't want to bring her down with me i needed to handle this alone. " Farrah I love you but this was a mistake coming here i need to handle this alone okay I'll be back for you i promise." I said before kissing her her eyes started watering and she started shaking her head and her voice broke when she said " no,no,no you can't i won't let you what if something happens?" I hated to see her cry from worrying about me," nothing will happened okay you stay here okay I'll meet you back here in an hour or so."
She kissed me and said okay. I ran out of the room and ran back down the stairs and went out the back door of the building where the cops ambushed me. " Henry do not move there's no where for you to run." One of the cops said from a microphone, " Don't touch him !" I heard farrah say as she came from behind me with a gun in her hand. " Farrah no what are you.." there was a parade of explosions from the policemens guns I watched farrah hit the ground. " Farrah no!" I yelled as I ran over to her slowly dying body. " why , why would you do something so stupid like this." I asked as my voice broke she put her hand on my face and said weakily " I couldn't let them kill you Henry i rather die then watch someone I lov.." she didn't get the chance to finish she was gone i cried into her chest and with her my humanity died. " you bastereds I'll slaughter your families." I yelled angrily as i held Farrah's lifeless body in my arms. I was arrested and put in a cell all i could think about was Farrah she was dead and it was my fault i honestly hated it i hated myself.
I spent days in my cell in silence i must've been a monster in my mothers eyes because she never came to see me not even once but that didn't even hurt me nothing really hurt anymore.
" trial tomorrow." My lawyer said to me he was a little clumsy guy if i cared about what happened tomorrow I could guarantee our loss. " if i plead guilty can i have the death penalty?" I asked, my lawyer looked at and asked why would i want that. I flashed back to the farrah and i first made love to each other and fought the tears that were burning my eyes and said " I think i deserve it i mean i killed those people." My lawyer was shocked at me and just walked away. That night i stayed up writing a letter to Farrah she may never see it but someone would and someone would see how much death would liberate me from this shitty existence that became shittier once she left.
