Drug × Martin Garrix

1.27

"I just wanted to let you know that I love you and I'll always be here for you."

Martijn's POV

Seeing the crowd jump up and down to the beat of my music was what made happy. It was one of the things that made me happy. Another one that's on that list is seeing her smile. It may sound cliché but it's a hundred percent true.

Have you ever just looked at someone before and thought that their smile could light up a room? That when they enter the room, everything just feels alive all of a sudden. I did. It was that feeling that made you feel soft on the inside—no matter how hard you try to hide your smile, it always pops up whenever you're near them.

Some say it's love, other infatuation. For me? It was something extraordinary. It was something I've never felt before. I'm not entirely sure what it is yet but I'm certain that this girl, this girl beside me jumping up and down and having the time of her life, had me falling for her.

"This is so fun!" She yelled from beside me.

"I'm glad you're having fun!" I yelled back and put my arm around her. If it was possible, the yells of the crowd got louder. There were a lot of flashes from the camera and Stephen, the person who was holding the GoPro for The Martin Garrix Show, was in the side facing the camera towards the two of us.

"Can you feel the lightning inside of you? Will you follow through if I fall for you? Don't look down, up this high we'll never hit the ground!" The beat drops and I let go of her to do some things on my turn table.

I can't help but glance at her every chance I get. She was sweaty and her hair was a mess, but she still managed to look beautiful. How? I don't know. Her energy lessened a little bit and she leaned down to whisper something in my ear as I turned a few things.

"I think I'm gonna go head back and take a shower since you only have," She glanced at the clock beside me. "20 minutes left. I'll wait for you."

"Alright. I'll meet you there." I told her. She nodded and turned to walk away before I grabbed her wrist and have her a peck on the cheek. I turned back to the crowd and continued doing what I was doing.

Letting the last track—Forbidden Voices—play on its own, I hopped off the stage and grabbed the towel and water which was handed to me, quickly wiping my sweat away and drinking the water in one gulp.

I quickly walked to the parking lot with my driver, which ended up with me meeting fans and them asking for a picture from me. After about a hundred pictures, I glanced at me phone to see a text from Cam.

"Where are you? I'm all alone and it's sad af. 😞😂"

I told some people to wait and replied to her with, "Be back soon. Just got finished. 😊"

"Hi. I'm really sorry but I gotta go. I have some important stuff to do. It's really nice to meet you, bye." I waved at them and hopped in the car.

After about 10 minutes, we had finally arrived and I went up the our suite as fast as I can. I couldn't really keep her waiting. As soon as I opened the door, I was met with an angry—but very adorable—face.

"Where have you been? It's been like 30 minutes since you've finished and it only takes 10 minutes to get here which means there's still 20 min—"

Ever since she started rambling, I also started to think of a way to shut her up.

"Mmmmm," She pushed me. "Martin, you ass!"

"What? I needed a way to shut you up." I laughed.

"But not like that! Ugh!" She stomped away and yelled, "Don't touch me."

"Oh, come on." I followed her. "It's not that bad."

"Yes, it is!" She argued like a little kid.

I sat beside her on the bed and hugged her, my head in the crook of her neck. "I'm sorry."

"You're sorry for what?" She asked, challenging me.

"I'm sorry for squeezing your cheeks to shut you up." I told her.

"Good. Now kiss me." She said, facing me.

"What?" I asked.

"Kiss me." She demanded.

"Wait. Are you for real?" I asked her.

"Ugh. What a pussy." She muttered before grabbing my face and locking my lips with hers.

Our lips connected together perfectly and at that moment, I couldn't ask for anything more. She wrapped her arms around my neck, my hand going to her waist and the other on her cheek. I licked her lips, asking for entrance and she accepted.

"Mmmm." She moaned when my hands started wandering under her shirt. "We need to stop."

I pulled away and looked at her in the eyes before kissing her forehead. She looked down sadly and asked quietly, "When will we ever get together?"

"Soon because I wanna take things slow with you, okay?" I said sincerely. "But for now I just wanted to let you know that I love you and I'll always be here for you."

She nodded and as much as it hurt that she didn't say it back, I'm happy that I finally told her what I've wanted to say for months.

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well well well, that got a little... hot, am i right? no? okay. 😂 i wanted to update because it's been so long and i have been inspired. and yes it's because of my bf. 💕 ily guys and thanks for waiting. 😘

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