Be More Realistic

Hospitals

I speed down the road to the hospital, and find a parking space. I grab my purse and rush out of the car, practically sprinting towards the automatic doors. I stop at the front desk and ask, out of breath of course, for a room under the name of Styles.

"I'm sorry but fans are not allowed. Only family and friends."

"But, I am a friend! My name is Amanda Seyfried?"

"Yes yes, they consider all their fans their friends. I know, my daughter is a 'directioner' as well."

"N-No, I actually know him! Please let me in!!!" I am now practically begging, and a lump is already starting to form in my throat. I won't be able to see him...

"I'm sorry miss. Please exit before I have to call secur-"

She is cut off by Liam walking in. He sees me and runs up to me. We hug each other, holding onto dear life, and I feel my shoulder dampen. Some tears fall from my eyes too. Once we pull away, the lady looks at me annoyed and surprised, then nods to show I can go in. Rude.

I follow Liam to the elevator, or lift I guess since I am in England. I nervously tap my fingers on my thighs waiting. How bad is he? Does he have head trauma? Concussion? Stitches? What if he needs surgery? He could die! I wouldn't be able to go through life without feeling guilty. He was probably angry with me for turning him down with the girlfriend situation. What if is?!? Oh my gosh, I wouldn't be able to even live with myself!

Liam snap me out of my thought when he speaks.

"He basically crashed into a truck, they hit and ran, but the airbags saved his life. He would've gone right through the windshield. Instead, some glass cut his stomach and face, he got severe whip lash, and he also broke his arm. Not much, but at the moment the whip lash is effecting him a lot more then the doctors thought. I'm so scared Amanda. What if he forgets about us? What if he forgets how to sing?"

I hug Liam again. "Listen. We will get through this together. He will make it, and he won't forget us. His singing is born talent, and we can help him if he forgets lyrics. But I seriously don't think he will. Liam, he loves you. Your guys are practically family, nothing will tear you apart."

We walk into a room with a bunch if medical machines, and a single bed with a patient on it. There was Harry, with gauze on his face, with his gorgeous green eyes hidden by eyelids. More tears fall. He looks so empty. This is my fault. I turn to Liam and sob into his shoulder. I turn back, take a deep breath and walked forwards. I sat beside the bed and grabbed his uninjured hand. Scooting closer, I looked at Liam.

"Can you leave please? I just want to speak to him, even if he can't hear me."

Something emotions flashes across his eyes, but he stiffly nods anyway. He turns and walks out closing the door behind him.

"Harry, if you can h-hear me, I want you to know I'm sorry. I'm s-sorry for screwing up y-your life. I'm sorry for p-probably causing you to almost d-die. I'm s-sorry for not being able t-to admit to myself that I w-want to date you. That k-kiss meant the w-world to me, but for you it probably d-didn't. The r-reason I said no to you is because I am way below of your league. You deserve a kind, stunning, beautiful and normal woman, which I am not. P-Please don't give up on that f-fight for your healths sake. I believe i-in you."

A river is practically forming on my face now. Throughout that speech I just gave, I was sniffing and stuttering a lot. He doesn't move again. I lean in closer and whisper to him,

"I love you." I peck his lips lightly. They are luckily not swollen so its okay. Liam walks in again and I smile weakly at him then try to get comfortable in the chair. I will be here for a while.

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Harry's Pov

I don't know where I am, but all I know is that it's pitch black in here. Well, I think I know where I am. I remember the car crash, so I must be in the hospital. I hear a female sobbing. Oh no, Amanda! She must be heartbroken right now. Then I hear her tell Liam, who she was with before obviously, to leave the room. She is holding my hand, I can feel it. I can't move it for some reason though. She then speaks.

"Harry, if you can h-hear me, I want you to know I'm sorry. I'm s-sorry for screwing up y-your life. I'm sorry for p-probably causing you to almost d-die. I'm s-sorry for not being able t-to admit to myself that I w-want to date you. That k-kiss meant the w-world to me, but for you it probably d-didn't. The r-reason I said no to you is because I am way below of your league. You deserve a kind, stunning, beautiful and normal woman, which I am not. P-Please don't give up on that f-fight for your healths sake. I believe i-in you."

So that kiss meant something to her? She thinks that my feelings for her are small? She is oblivious. And she also thinks its her fault for me crashing into that truck. Oh no. I need to move. The next thing she says practically makes me fall out of my bed, which I can't do because I am basically paralyzed.

"I love you." I feel her kiss me too. Lightly, but its so lovely. She loves me. Do I love her? Yes. I am in love with Amanda Seyfried. After what seems like hours, I start to get a tingly sensation in my legs, then all the way up my body. Pain begins to shoot up my arm, and on my stomach too. I think I'm waking up...

Amanda's Pov

I am still holding Harry's hand. Liam left to get to an interview and paps meeting, they have to answer some rumors about his accident. My eyes are beginning to droop when I feel his fingers tighten slowly around mine. I shoot up and look at the beautiful green eyes I've been longing for hours. Then, my phone buzzes in my pocket. It's reads once again from a blocked ID.

To: Amanda

From: Blocked ID

Didn't I warn you not to see Harry? Well, that accident was a warning. Next time, I won't be as generous.

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A/N

I think that was my longest chapter ever. Well, guys guess what? I HAVE OVER 200 READS!!!!! ASDFGHJKLAADFGJFKALGHWODNTHIS IS AMAZING! WHAT IS AIR? Okay but now that I have more reads, for the next chapter I will need 5 comments and 7 votes. It will be long though. But only 1 comment per reader kay? Cause like I don't count tons of comments from one person.

Btw sorry for not updating for a while! I was at camp. But now it will just be after the goals are reached. If I ever get tons of reads, if I'm lucky, then I will have a schedule. Kay anyway thanks for reading!

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