Alone & Empty

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Morning 

"JIMIN JIMIN WAKE UP!! It's HERE!!!

"Why are you yelling for mom? It's so early..."

"Baby your letter of the University of California is here open it!!" I got up so fast and I heard running coming from the hall and my dad and brother came in

"open it! Come on!" my brother was jumping up and down

"dad open it please.." I saw my dad open the envelope

"Jimin you got accepted!!"

I couldn't believe I actually got accepted...  I had to tell Yoongi the great news

"We have to celebrate tonight baby!! Invite all your friends baby and let's get a party started" my mom said hugging me I felt like I was suffocating.

"Eomma, let me go I can't breathe!"

"Sorry honey"

"how about Tomorrow's party? Today Yoongi gets to have dinner with us."

"Sounds good" my dad got a frown on his face after I said yoongi. Hopefully one day he'll like him.

After breakfast and arguing what to have for dinner it was finally time to leave.

The whole walk I was trying to figure out how to tell him I actually got accepted and probably move. 

As I was passing an ally I heard a lot of voices and laughter, but what got my attention was the name Suga...

I got closer and started to hear the conversation and I saw that it was the gang that bullied me...

"C'mon Suga tell me was the bet finally completed after a year"

"Fuck ya Jay.. Told you a year mark was the best way to make him open his legs."

No.. Yoongi would never say that... That can't be him... He wouldn't side with them... The gang that loves to bully me... He loves me ... He made love to me...

"Since he's your bitch already we'll leave him alone, won't we. Right Hyuna"

"I still want him. He's just so perfect to play with. What do you say Suga? Can I have him? "

"You heard he's my bitch. Fuck off. He's my toy"

I couldn't stop watching them... My heart I felt it crack little by little as I heard each word they said.

I was just a bitch and toy. He was using me for a bet. I couldn't stop looking at everyone. I looked at hyuna and she was staring at me and smiling. She got close to him

"Mmm than I just have to make him leave you don't I? since he's just a thing and a fling for your itch"

Hyuna started to get close and still her eyes fixed on me. She started to kiss him...

I saw the kiss I felt everything go numb. I couldn't believe it. He put his hands on her waist. At that moment I realized I was just his puppet.

"Yoongi" I said softly enough for him to hear.

He pulled her away and turn.

"J-Jimin.."

"Fuck, drama is going down" everyone said

"Mm I think the master will lose his bitch now" hyuna said looking at me with lustfull eyes.

"Jiminine i .."

"Never call me that.. You lied to me.. You played with me.. I trusted you.. I thought.. " My voice kept cracking. I felt the tears ready to come. I won't let them see me crying. I started to run and all I heard was him yelling my name

I ran until I was out of breath. And ended up stopping at Han river sitting in a bench.

I have never felt so broken.

I grabbed my phone and saw 100 missed calls by him.. And 20 messages saying he had to explain... 

I called the first person that came to mind.

"Yo what's up its hope"

"I need you... Hobi I can't... It's too much...the pain. I need you.." I started crying again

"Jimin what happens? where are you?"

"Han river..please come and get me hyung."

"Okay, I'll be there in few minutes. Stay there"

Did he ever love me... How could he lie for a whole year....

I started to think about all those memories. I looked at the ring he gave me. Did it even mean anything. 

I felt warm arms wrapping from behind me.  It made me feel at ease I knew who it was

"Jimin baby what's wrong" whispering in my ear. 

"hope he lied to me he played me. He never loved me."

I felt the crying coming again. He holds me and whispered softly

"I'm here for you baby.  Come let's take you home." i just nodded

The car ride was silent.  I just let tears go down my cheeks.

We arrived at my house Hoseok didn't say anything he just helps holding me by my waist. 

As I open the door I few my dad talking to my mom.  I couldn't help but run to him

"Daddy, I should've believed you.  He just played with my heart" I felt the tears come again and start sobbing

"Baby, calm down, what happens?"

I started to explain to them everything that happens. Hobi kept holding me tightly and kissing my head every time I would stop to cry.

"That punk he's going to pay for hurting my Jimin" my dad had a look of hate one that I've never seen before.

"Honey come down," my mom said softly  "I hate what he did too. Just calm down please honey" 

I got up and headed to my room Hoseok still following

"Chimchim?"

"Mmm... "

"come here,"  he said opening his arms

Once I was in his arms I felt safe.  No more tears, no more pain his warm touch made me forget. 

We stayed like that until I drifted slowly to sleep

HOSEOK POV...

Jimin I'll never leave you. I love you.

I whisper softly.  Kissing his forehead.

I finally have a chance to be with you.

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BTS Save Me M/V was released today.  The feels. 

My babies look amazing! I'm so proud of them

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