Loving You - YOONMIN

Nauseous

It's a long chapter.

P.s think about baby names please. I have a few but I thought about asking first before making it official. 

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좋아요
I Like It
BTS

My friend clicked Like on your photo
And I see that your face looks much better
You tag a photo that you took with your new boyfriend
Through that, I'm backspace-ing into the memories
In that world, everything is stopped
But why am I still hanging by that time?
Do you think of me? (do you?)
I contemplate, should I click Like or not
It repeats many times
Your heart is like a guillotine
It severely cut me out but
Like an ogre, I secretly go to you
And I look at your daily life every day
Each time, I am tormented
Oh shit, do you think of me? (do you?)
As I contemplate, I decide not to click Like

April 5, 2011

Dear Jimin,

so I started to write this song name I like it thinking of you...

I look everyday in any type of social media just to see your face. I saw Jhope post pictures with you. I miss you, do you? Do you think of me, like I do? Do you?

My nights have become my closure of seeing you even though I know those are just dreams. I wish one day those dreams come true. Us having a lovely family and being happy. I love you

Anyways, today I went to visit my therapist. yes, I have a shrink now. Guess who your aunt kyungsoo. My mom started taking me because of my depression. I never would've thought I would end up like this because of what happen between us.

Jiminie I love you.. look this notebook is covered with tears that I've cried for you. Come back... i want you... i need you.. why do I love you so much that it hurts.

I'm working hard for you baby. I hope my lyrics reach you once we debut. Hopefully soon.

I love you

Sincerely,
Yoongi bear

"So yoongi how are you feeling today?" Dr. Kim asked

"Okay I guess I mean who would be fine here at a therapist office because of depression. Oh i found out Kihyun is dating Shownu now.. well it's public now" I spat out