The story of us (Short Story)

pt15~~

Happy new year :)

Chapter 15~

Aleisha's P.O.V

Why? Why all of a sudden I just gonna meet him again unexpectedly and hurt me so badly. I felt like I've been stabbed In my heart. Naghintay ako kase umaasa ako na pag balik nya ready na sya. Ready na syang mahalin ako di dahil sa sinabi kong mahal ko sya. Umasa ako na pag lipas ng taon, he already found himself. But I guess, that separation thing still a success. Simply, because he finally found love. But it's not me. It's only proved that his loved that he felt before is just nothing. Tama ako. Tama naman ako diba? O mali dahil dapat binigyan ko ng chance noon.

Sobrang sakit. Ang sakit sakit malaman na ikakasal na ang taong minahal mo ng matagal na panahon. Siguro tama na, siguro panahon na para sumuko nako.

He will never be mine. Ever since we first met. I know there's no chance that we will end up together.

And you know what is the most painful part is?

That I will be designing that m*ther f*cking house. Shit.

I massage my temple,  my eyes get really blurry so I decided to pull over. And let it all out.

"Isha where are you?"

"I don't know either. "

"Are you drunk?"

"I'm not. "

"Tell me where you are and I will come over"

"Let me be abby. I want to be alone just for today. Im stressed at work. Let's catch up tomorrow okay?"

"Just call me."

"I will."

It was abby, she called me because we supposed to discuss about the new project.  But here I am. At the bar, drinking. If it's going to ease the pain then I will go for it. But it seems like is not effective. The pain still killing me. I don't how how am I going to face abby tomorrow.  Im sure she's going ask me. I can't tell her. I can't tell her how screwed I was. 

Im here because of him. Im here because he hurts me to know that he is fine but in different reason. Who am I to stop him? Since that his happiness all that matter to me.

Isn't it?

I just simply sigh.

"Alone?" Some one asked.

" if you can see that im with someone that normal people can't see. Then, yah maybe im with someone. " I sarcastically answered. 

He laughed.  "Well, sorry for asking you a stupid question. May I join you here?"

Presko. That's the first word that I thought. I rolled my eyes and not bother to answer. But the guy have a thick face.

"I'll take that as a yes. Are you dancing?"

I'm not really interested speaking with him.
"Come on baby this will be fun!" He actually grab my left arm and guide me to stand up. I don't exactly know what happen to me when I go with him to dance. Probably because of the 15 bottle of beers I just drank earlier. Im not too dizzy because i have a high alcohol tolerance but I know may tama na ako. The remix of Dance again give me more enough reason to dance. Idaan sa sayaw ang lahat. I know nasa likudan ko sya.

"Oh baby your so sexy. You're turning me on. " I felt him moved more closer to my body. He held my waist with desire. I just let him I never bother to take off his hand when he squeeze my butt. Probably because of drinking too much maybe.

He roam his hand to my shoulder to my hand, to my waist to my hair.  I just continue to dance. The hell i care? Im already broken so I can do whatever today.
Bitch mode on.