Quote Book

~78~

"The last time we spoke you asked me what I would tell you if there were no consequences to my words. I brushed it off and told you I loved you, something I had said many times before. It's been 3 months since that conversation and thinking back I wish I would have told you everything. I wish I would've told you how much I loved the feeling of your lips on mine and how much holding your hand made me feel home. I wish I would have told you how every time you leave I miss you. Or how my stomach does a cartwheel of happiness every time you text me. I wish I would've told you that you were the first guy to make me happy, but that you were also the first guy to ever make me cry. Or that I never believed in the concept of love but you came around and made me feel something that forced me to believe. I wish I would've told you how much it felt like there was something inside of me screaming for your soul and telling me that we were meant to be together. I knew we were meant to be together and things weren't supposed to end this way. But now you're with her and I'm left stranded with an intense feeling of loss. It's been 3 months and it hurts to hear your name because every time I do my soul is still screaming to be with yours, only louder now that your gone."