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Ugh jerks..... (maddie)

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Her friends just stood there watching me like I was the counties jokester. One of them was dead panning me. At first I starred at them and after a while it got annoying so, I made use of myself and walked past them bumping into one of the guys with a beanie. I kept walking until I got to the other side of the giant orange hill. I knew I couldn't talk to Gwen with her friends around, and with dad always gone there was no point to try and explain that I want to go home already. When her friends are here it's like someone put a porcupine up her  butt. She's almost cold to the heart to me. It's like when I'm near her friends, she changes into the evil queen or something. I need to talk to her and fast.

I need to get over my fears. I have had this fear loosing people since I was really little. Mostly my sister, but I know for certain she would never leave me. When we were about 6 years old we made a pact to always love and hold each other till the day we die. That was until we realized that's what wedding people said.

My friends are all in Iowa with my mom. You can consider us super wild and friendly. I guess we can be annoying, so I  understand why she wouldn't want to hang out with us, but every moment we don't hang out the more I realize she doesn't want to live with us.

I'm not stupid, I know what my family wants. I don't have to ask. I watch things to realize what's going on. I could tell when things were tuning bad to worse in our house. Its just a trait I have.

I lay down in the grass and just wait. Its sundown now and its cooler. I see birds flying and a butterfly on a tulip. I look to my right and I realized there was a white house. It was small but just noticeable enough to say there was a house. I never realized someone else lived on this side, then again I am only here 3 times a year.

I start to sit up when I see a girl. She looked to be about 7 years old from were she was standing. Before I could walk over and ask her, I heard my name being called. I guess its times to go in. Few more dinners and I'll be home. I walk up the hill witch makes me sweat because of the cool heat and the incline of the hill. As soon as I got up the steps I looked for Gwen friends and realized they were gone. I opened the door to the worst scene ever.

Her friends were all sitting on the couch eating and laughing like this was there house. I was mad, not enough to ay angry but more annoyed at the fact that they can just hang out here like its there home. Just as I thought it couldn't get worse my step sister popped in with a boy. 

"Hey guys..." she said a little concerned of all the kids in the house.

"Hey" They all shouted in unison.

She looked at me and her smile fell, but just barely enough to be seen by me. I walked away and in the kitchen to find only a little Chile left over. Enough for one person and I knew that this was  Jenna's favorite kind of dinner and it was only right to let her have it. So I left the kitchen walked to my room. Before my room there is a hallway. In this hallway there are frames, beautiful frames with lovely pictures of three girls and a boy. Jenna, Mickey, Gwen, and I were laughing at a joke that Mickey had said. But Gwen had last so hard water splirted out of her nose. My step mom got the perfect shot of us laughing. She's a photographer and is stunningly good. She used to take blurry photos that were horrible and now she goes around taking pictures at prefect angles.

I keep walking down the hall and starred at a photo of my grandparents and Gwen. She was sick that day and I had stride so hard to help her. I made her breakfast and picked out her clothes for the day, even cleaned her room and turned on the TV for her. We loved each other and would do anything to keep each other safe and sound.

I kept walking. These are the memories I want to remember, not some stupid fight we had two years ago about some boy she has a crush on. It is ridiculous what we take for granted.  I walk into my room and plop down onto my bed. After that I think I dosed of because before I new it I heard a banging sound. I jumped ten feat in the air, well at least I think I did. Someone was persistent at mocking on my door. I looked over and saw Jenna wasn't in yet. I looked at my phone and saw it was one AM. What th-. More knocking.

I got out of bed still groggy from sleep. Not thinking clearly I opened the door to a slap on the face . My cheek burned with furry. I guess I'm awake now. I looked up and dodged another hand just in time.

"Jena, what did you get into this time." This doesn't happened often were she gets drunk. But when she does its quite funny. Until, she does something stupid, like slapping me. I know what I have to do, so I walk over to my dads room after sitting Jenna on her bed. But as soon as I walk in the living room, I realized that all the guys are in there. That is Gwen friends and Jens boyfriend. I can't believe this. I walk past them and go to dads room on the other side of their hallway. The frames are different on this side of the hall. There are wedding pictures and dog pictures. We have one giant dog named jelsa. He is um quite extraordinary. I didn't name him that. Gwen did when she was 5. I finally reach there door when I here a groan. Oh god , please no. I have officially been scared to death. This is also officially the worst day ever. I walk away and decide to deal with the problem myself. I get a bottle of water for Jen and walk to the room. She is laying there upside down on her bed.

"Idiot, your going to kill yourself like that." I tell her sitting her right side up. Its like taking care of an over grown baby. As I thought that she started crying. Oh dear. What's her deal now.

"I didn't mean iiiiiiiiit..........." ok then, she is past sober obviously. " I'm sorry ssiiiiisss fo hissing you" yup she's drunk. I gave her the water until she slowly came back to normalcy. I lay back in bed when she slowly falls asleep. What a day I thought. I quickly fell asleep.