I found my fear....Losing you [Moving in with my mother..squeal]

I found my fear....Losing you (13)

Hey so I know I haven't upload in a little while but I have been trying to write longer chapters. My book Braking his jar of hearts chapter 5 is longer if you read that story to. The next chapter of Beautiful Mistakes is going to be longer and so is this chapter now:

Chapter 13 - Scream fest

Jackson

I watched as many emotion flicked through her eyes to fast for me even with the link to understand, it was frustrating that I could hear what she was thinking because of all the emotions I was finding it impossible to get inside her head. “Sam” she whispered after a few seconds of silence, I frowned now I was confused ok that didn’t answer the question I just asked her or make sense at all. “What?” I said as quiet as she had send it getting nervous that this was her own weird way of saying no because Sam is anything but normal, but I wouldn’t want her any other way, I love her the way she is. “You said Samantha. And I am Sam.” She said still staring wide eyed at the ring in my now sweaty hands, I tried to relaxed a bit chuckling breathlessly glad that she hadn’t cleared it up as a no but still nervous because she didn’t say yes as well “Yeah Sam” I said licking my lips as they had gone dry because of my nervousness, she nodded and licked her own lips cheeking on the corner of her bottom one.

I tried so hard not to groan she had no idea what she does to me when she has her cute thinking face on and this would not be the time to get turned on. She looked up it to my eyes, as if she was trying to find something whatever she was looking for, I hoped she didn’t find my arousal because that would be embarrassing, especially since I just asked her the most important question in the world. But she didn’t but she did obviously find whatever it was she was looking for because a grin spread across her gorgeous face making the whole world light up around me and she shook her head lightly titling it to the side. “Yes” she said, with a big grin ‘yes’ would from that moment on and forever be my favourite word in the universe and I am sure if you ask any married or engaged man it would be their favourite to, because hearing that three little word made me the most happiest guy in the world and what I was feeling was that I had just been given the world. I felt my eyes widen and my grin spread across my face so big that I was sure if I kept it there I would surly end up hurting my face but I didn’t care this moment was worth the pain which might come later.

“Yes did you just say yes” she laughed and nodded finding it funny that she had to clear up what she had said for me because with my werewolf hearing I would have heard it no matter how she said it. I jumped up and grabbed her up in my arms spinning her around the room. Her amazing laugh filled my ears, making me more happy and turned on and I let her down just to attach my lips to hers in a small but most meaningful kiss I could muster. She pushed me away from her and I frowned, at the rejection even though I know she loves me she had just said she would marry me for Christ sake but it still hurt to be rejected by her. She stayed grinning though which gave me confidence that it wasn’t meant to be a rejection I just took it the wrong way “Give me the ring then” my grin matched hers as I slipped the ring a perfect fit onto her finger she smiled at it admiring for few seconds, it was quite simple just like I knew she would like Sam is not girly enough to want a big diamond ring so I brought a simple gold band with a small diamond in the centre, after looking at it she looked back up at me smiling.

Then she went onto her tippy toes and put her lips back on mine, I kissed her back eagerly and hungrily. I slipped on arm around her waist and put the other hand on her little bump, on her now not flat stomach “We now have her own alpha family” I said looking into her beautiful eyes, she burst out into laughter and twinkle of amusement was inside them, I frowned confused to why she was laughing “Yeah and you’re the Alpha mate shouldn’t that be the other way round, isn’t your role a little girly” I rolled my eyes like always she ruined my romantic moment, I started to tickle her “Take that back” I said as her amazing laugh rang out again, filling the room like a love song “Fine I take it back, I take it back you’re not a girl.” I let her go for a spilt second before I wrapped my arm once again round her waist, and kissed her again, she kissed me back wrapping her arms round my waist smiling into the kiss. I sucked on her bottom lip groaning as her beautiful moan rang out, she allowed me entrance and I took it eagerly, to soon she pulled away.