I found my fear....Losing you [Moving in with my mother..squeal]

I found my fear....Losing you (9)

Hey so I am till ill but i am incredible bored so I decided to write I think the chapter is alright for an ill person. Again NOT edited.

Chapter 9 - "I...Lov..Shit!"

Erik

I brought my mouth of the bite and turned and started to walk away, can’t believe he had made me choose of course I would never choose to lose him he should know that. I got around to metres away “Did you want to mark me?” I shut my eyes walk away walk away now Erik and no one would have to know it was your mark. But I couldn’t, I wanted everyone to know it was my mark, I realised I had never cared what my pack thought I just used it as an excuse, because I was scared. I was scared to show Alex my feelings because everyone I was had ever shown them to has left me.

My old Alpha female ran off with my beta. My family switched packs to Sam’s as soon as possible, and then there is Jackson my best friend since almost well birth and he just ups and leaves when his dad gets a better offer. I span round and walked back to him, “Of course I did.”   I reached him and took his hands in mine, “I.....I...” why couldn’t I say it all it was three little words. I lay my forehead on his taking deep breaths “Alex, I....” I closed my eyes “I...Lo” I heard footsteps and opened my eyes and looking to see most of Alex’s pack, my family and some of David’ pack and Jake. “Fuck off!” I said it came out as a snarl most of them were taken back but I was annoyed at them I almost said it and they all turned up and stopped me. “Erik calm down what were you saying?” I looked him in the eyes and opened my mouth to speak.

Alex

I opened my eye when I felt Erik’s warm go, and I saw his back walking away from me, sadness washed over me and hurt mixed in with it. I know he had marked me so he would lose me, but somewhere deep inside me I had half hoped he would actually want to do it i could already feel the bound growing, it was not strong enough yet to use the mind link to talk so I spoke out loud instead. “Did you want to mark me?” he stopped walking and I held my breath waiting for him to speak, whishing for him to speak.

Then he span back round to face me with an emotion in his eyes I wouldn’t get my hopes up to believe.  “Of course I did” My heart leapt about a metre up in the air. The he started walking towards me with determination in his step and in his eyes. He took my hands entwining his fingers with my own causing tingles to shot through my body. “I....I...” he looked like he was angry he couldn’t seem to get his words out, his forehead came to rest on mine, “Alex, I....” he closed his beautiful eyes keeping his emotions from me.  “I..Lo” my heart leapt again hoping he was trying to say what I thought he was trying to say, whishing he was. But he was interrupted my pack arrived with some of David’s to. Erik was getting really angry and frustrated now he was almost shacking “Fuck off!” He snarled at the confused looking people.  I put my hand on his heaving chest and said calmly as I could “Erik calm down what was you saying.”  He looked back at with so much emotion in his eyes, my heart picked up beat, his mouth opened and he spoke, “I...Lov...Shit!” ok not what suspected.

Erik

“I lov....” ‘Alpha, Beta we have code red wolf attack’ “Shit!” Alex’s eyes widened “I got to go” I said glancing at Jake, he nodded and turned to leave, “But I need to say this to you so I will see you at your pack house tonight.” He nodded and quickly kissed his soft lips then turned to follow were Jake had gone ‘Someone better be dying!’ I shouted through the bone to one of the pack elders, ‘They say they just want to talk’  I stopped telling Alex I loved him, to talk to someone ‘You are so dead you said it was a code red’ I was now shacking with rage glad I was now in the forest so if I did change it would be in sight of some innocent, naive humans. ‘We thought it was’ he said in small voice, I cut off the mind link so I wouldn’t get even more angry and actually kill one of my pack. ‘Alpha, Erik You close’ this was Jake ‘Yeah right here’. Jake span round and half of the other members of the pack turned to face me. “Where are they?” I said looking at Brad the elder who had called me, he pointed with a shaking finger to a man and five wolves. I snarled at him as I pushed past walk towards the man.