"So this will be your room sweety"
"Thanks grandma"
After getting kicked out of the house, because my mum is a crazy fucking bitch, it got settled that I would be staying at my grandma's house for the time beingーthe room at grandma's was a bit smaller than my room, but it was still better than sleeping on a park bench, right?
I got up to take a shower, due to the fact that I was starting to smell like I had fell in a pig stein—It was currently midnight, but honestly, I couldn't bare sleeping with a stench.
I got undressed and readied myself for a well deserved hot bath. Usually, I like to pamper myself and set up a mood when I bathe, but this time I was feeling like shit, so I filled up the bath with plain old hot water and soap.
It was a nice bath for what it was, but I couldn't bring myself to enjoy it, so I just closed my eyes and decided to sleepーMy sleep however, was cut short as I had started to feel cold an hour or so into this midnight bathing session.
I begrudgingly got out of the tub to got dressed and eventually slipped into the warm fuzzy sheets. Normally,this would be a relaxing situation and I'd fall asleep in 1.4838 seconds, but this time I didn't.
This time, I stayed up listing factors as to why my life sucked ass.
I had almost divorced parents who did not care all that much about me, but rather what I achieved. I had almost no friends and sat alone most of the time. And of course, let's not forget that the reasoning behind this was that I am the school's bullying target—most importantly, however, is the fact that I hate myself more than anyone else in this world.
Maybe I should just end it right here?
Who would care anyway?
I was slipping into a dark mindset very quickly, and all the horrible thoughts I had thought about before started attacking me. I was thankfully interrupted by a buzzing sound right before my mind had the chance to wander off to other places. Who knows what I could've done if it would've continued?
1 new message from cantbetaemed.
What the hell? Is he seriously texting me at 2am?
cantbetaemed: hey yura
cantbetaemed: you up?
yurangel: yea
cantbetaemed: i genuinely wasn't expecting you to answer
cantbetaemed: why are you up so late?
yurangel: well i just don't feel like sleeping
yurangel: what about you?
cantbetaemed: i don't feel like sleeping either
yurangel: so why are you texting me this late?
cantbetaemed: i had a confession to make
yurangel: if this is a sexual pun ill block u
cantbetaemed: lmao dw it's not
cantbetaemed: remember the prank i said i played on my mum?
yurangel: yes
cantbetaemed: well it wasn't really a prank
yurangel: i don't get it
