"So this will be your room sweety"
"Thanks grandma"
After being kicked out of the house because my mum's a crazy bitch, it got settled that I will be staying at my grandmas house for the said timeーthe room here was a bit smaller than my room but it was better than sleeping on the park bench, right?
I got up to take a shower since I was starting to smell like I fell in a pig stein. It was 12 am now but honestly I couldn't bare sleeping with a stench.
I got undressed and readied myself for a well deserved hot bath. Usually I like to pamper myself and set up a mood when I bathe but I was feeling like shit so I just filled up the bath with hot water and soap.
It was a nice bath but I couldn't bring myself to enjoy it so I closed my eyes and decided to just sleepーI didn't sleep in there for long though since I started feeling cold after an hour or so.
I got out of the tub, got dressed and slipped into the warm fuzzy sheets, normally this would be a relaxing situation for me and I'd fall back asleep again in 1.4838 seconds but this time I didn't.
This time I stayed up listing factors as to why my life sucked ass.
I had almost divorced parents, who didn't care all that much about me but rather what I achieve, I had almost no friends so I usually sat alone, I'm the school's bullying target and I hate myself more than anyone else in this world.
Maybe I should just end it right here?
Who would care anyway?
I was slipping into a dark mindset very quick and all the horrible thoughts I thought about before started attacking me. I got interrupted by a buzzing sound before my mind wandered off to other places. Who knows what I could've done if it would've continued?
1 new message from cantbetaemed.
What the hell? Is he seriously texting me at 2am?
cantbetaemed: hey yura
cantbetaemed: you up?
yurangel: yea
cantbetaemed: I genuinely wasn't expecting you to answer
cantbetaemed: why are you up so late?
yurangel: well I just don't feel like sleeping
yurangel: what about you?
cantbetaemed: I don't feel like sleeping either
yurangel: so why are you texting me this late?
cantbetaemed: I had a confession to make
yurangel: if this is a sexual pun ill block u
cantbetaemed: lmao dw it's not
cantbetaemed: remember the prank i said i played on my mum?
yurangel: yes
cantbetaemed: well it wasn't really a prank
yurangel: i don't get it
cantbetaemed: i don't know how to say this without sounding like im making things up
yurangel: just say it tae, its okay
