what the hell is happening to me?

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I knew that it was wrong for me to dream about another guy when I was with Justin, and the ironic thing about it was that the guys name was Chris, which was Justin's best friends name. But I tried to let that go and I just kept on thinking about Chris. Justin saw that I was day dreaming and he came to me and asked “what are you thinking about?” I didn’t want to say anything but we did swear to tell each other everything.

So I started to tell him the truth but then things started to pop in my mind. I started to actually think about Justin's best friend Chris. I didn’t want to think these thoughts but I couldn’t help but think about his body, when he has his shirt off, and when he had brought me those flowers. And I knew at that moment why I had wanted to new Chris. I wanted to be with Justin's best friend and I found that to be really weird.

I didn’t want to tell Justin what I had just thought of and so I made up a lie “i was wanting to tell you that I have been dreaming about us, I think that I am in love with you. I wasn’t supposed to but I did. And I wanted to ask you if you felt the same.” he looked up at me and said “you know that I love you, and I know something else.” I looked at him with frightened eyes, and said “what do you know” “i know that you have been having some other thoughts as well, and there not just about you loving me.”

I was afraid that Justin had already knew and that he would be mad at me. But I tried to lie my ass off to get him to tell me what he knew “so what do you think that you think you know?” when I said that he just looked up at me with confused eyes. And I started to laugh, then I asked him again “what do you think you think you know about me, that you think that I don’t know, but you think that you have something over me, but you think that I don’t know what you think that you are going to think to do with what you have on me.” he looked at me and said “what?”

I knew that what I said had Justin in a knot, he didn’t have a clue about what I had said, then he started to say something he didn’t even realize that he was “you know that I know that you have thoughts about what we had did at the motel that one day.” I started to smile and I said “oh yeah, that’s what you think that I don’t know?” he looked at me and said “yeah” I started to crack up, but Justin didn’t think that it was funny at all. And he walked towards me and he grabbed my face and he started to kiss me. But as he was kissing me, I was still laughing, so it was on of the most awkward kisses ever.

But as my laughter went down, he started to undress me. I didn’t want him to stop, I was liking it as before. And I knew that Justin was for real this time. He wasn’t with anyone recently. And I could actually enjoy it this time. As he continued I started to want it sooner and sooner, and it seemed as if he was taking a very long time. But when we did finally start. I was so into it, I think that I was too into it. It was the best hour in a half ever.

I was happy with what I had gotten. Justin was a white boy, and the story behind them is, that they only last for about 5 minutes so an hour and a half was freaking fabulous. I layed there for a while , and then I fell off, I looked under the bed and I saw Tara. I had forgotten that she was even with us. She was under there shaking.

I pulled her out and I asked her what she was doing and she said “i was only doing what Chris told me to do” I looked at her and said “what?, what did Chris tell you to do?” “he told me to spy on you, and tell him everything that you two do, and when.” I walked right up to her, and I slapped her. Justin started asking questions such as “who is Chris, should I be worried?” I didn’t want to answer them but I was stuck, I could no longer lie “Chris is the guy that I have been seeing while you and be where on our “break”.” Justin didn’t like the sound of that, and he said “OK, you bring people in here, and turns out that they want dirt on us. Well listen up, that little thing with him is going to stop right now. And wait a minute, when you were talking to me earlier you wanted to tell me something, but you lied and said something else, when you where actually having thoughts about him. Aha it all makes sense now.”

I was busted for wanting Chris, but turns out Chris was a phony..

Damon's pov..

I had put one of Justin's hidden microphone things on him, I could hear everything that they was talking about and I could hear everything that they did. And that’s not all, I recorded the whole thing, I not only know what they are doing, but I know where they are...

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