Calum's P.O.V.
I soon arrived at home hoping rose was there once i pulled up the driveway i seen the SUV i was just hoping it will go good i dont want to argue i just want to talk if the kids are sleeping it will be easier for us to talk i feel bad that my kids have to go through all this of us arguing so much.
But we also try not to have them around when it happens, i went inside and said,
Me- im home.!!
I didnt hear a response i went upstairs to mine and rose's bedroom and saw rose nate and jazzlyn all asleep on the bed i didnt want to wake them up so i just grabbed nathan and took him to his room suprisingly he didnt wake up, then i picked up jazzlyn she was moving i just hope she doesnt wake up.
I placed her on her bed and stood there until she was fast asleep again then i went to mine and rose room and seen she had woken up and she asked me,
Rose- where are the kids?
Me- i put them in there beds.
Rose- why? We were all fine here.
Me- because we need to talk rose.
Rose- about what? I already told you im not giving up the baby!
Me- dont yell you will wake the kids but i changed my mind i dont think we should give up our baby.
Rose- why not? I mean why did you change your mind? Or what made you change your mind??
Me- well i see that were a happy family rightnow and maybe adding another member isnt all that bad yea i wont like the fact that we will now have 3 kids under the age of 5 but its a blessing for us.
Rose- look calum i know you dont like the idea but think of it as God gave us another chance after our miscarriage he knows this is what we need maybe to bring us close like before.
Me- i know its just all to much stress on me i dont help you out enough and i thought adding another baby was no good.
Rose- im use to it calum you work to keep us in our home to feed us im forever grateful for all you do for us.
Me- really? I feel im a HORRIBLE husband and father you know sometimes i feel like the kids hardly know me or there afraid of me.
Rose- you were gone for almost 10months after jazzlyn was born you came back and she STILL knows you its just your paranoid your kids love you believe it or not they always ask for you.
Me- they do?
Rose- yes thats all they do all day until you get home i love you and i dont want to divorce i especially dont want to put my kids through that.
Me- were not going anywhere were going to get through all our problems and stay a family now lets be happy we have another blessing on its way♡
Rose- i love you calum now go on twitter and let your fans know they can congratulate you.
Me- haha ok
Im happy rose and i settled our diffrences but i still have regret on my mind for changing my thought on the new baby i grabbed my phone so i can go on twitter i seen i had notification i opened the app and it was one each from Ash Luke and Michael they said,
Ashton5sos: Gettin Ready to go over @mummahood15 and @calum5sos house hope yall are decent.
Luke5sos: We havent even decided on what to eat so any ideas? @mummahood15 @calum5sos
