Loner not for long

Intro to life

Here I am again ,at my lonely table with my lonely self waiting for something to happen but will not.Here in the cafeteria all alone,I'm sitting at the end of the table beside no one.No one beside ,in front or even five feet close to me .

I have my tray in front of me full of food that I packed for my lunch ,I'm not temted to eat it .I'm just sitting here interested in my book not friends.Even thought having a friend would be nice.
To finally have someone telling me gossip ,or at least keeping me in the loop.I'm just your average ordinary teen ,with no friends .

I looked up from my book to see some one looking at me .I tilt my head to figure out if it's me he's looking at.It is ,he nods his head up a bit and opens his eyes.His eyes were pointing at the empty seat in front of me.I lifted up my book with a I'm a loner type of smirk on my face.
He smile with the look on his face that says 'I can change that'.

       Me not knowing what to do in this situation quickly moves my head back down at my book.With all the sounds in the cafeteria all I could hear was his footsteps coming closer to my table.I check the time on my watch and immediately realize what's about to happen .The screams ,the slashes ,it all ruins the moment where I could have actually had a chance with a friend.Who am I kidding I'll never have friends.Who would want to be friends with the girl who's shy,quiet and completely ignores the world.

        Splash ,my face is covered in what to seems either pudding or mash potatoes."Gasp" i look straight ahead to see what it looks like the face of regret coming from his face.He suddenly turns around and goes the other way.

         I get up from my seat and grab my bag still holding onto my book.I rush out o there as fast as I could but I'm not any way athletic so it's kinda like a fast walk with a terrible duck walk.

I manage to escape without getting to messy."ugh" the bathroom ,the horrid smell,the obnoxious female specimen, and of course the writing on the bathroom stall walls.As I continue to wipe my face off of all the dirty toxins one of the popular girls has to walk in with her possy.

"Ugh did you see her she bolted out of there "

         Her whole group laughed the noticed I was standing there.

"Oh I didn't notice you were here "
"Of course you didn't " nobody really does see me.

I just grabbed my bag kept my head down and made my way around the group.I just kept saying in my head "there's worst things that could happen to me ,that being humiliated by a group of immature teenage girls.

The moment I left the door slammed behind me followed by laughing coning from inside.I walk down the hallway to reach the outside door but halfway through someone stands in my path.

"Hey wanna join the debate team we need one more player"-Grayson

"One more player don't you mean teammate "

We look at each other for a couple seconds before he realizes that I don't actually care.I marched passed him in urge to escape reality.

"Tomato tomatto"-he said with enthusiasm in his voice.

"Whatever " said in the most non-caring voice ever.

       As I'm passing down the hallway I'm rethink what happened earlier.The small hope of friendship or how close that window shot down and my dream was officially dead.Ive reached the door just about to grab it to open it and guess who was caught up at the same moment as I was.

        Our fingers touched ,the lingering of germs coming from his hand to mine.the moment we both noticed we were locked in a trans.