My First Love ❤

Chapter 5:

Chapter 5 :

Wednesday:

( 2 day before the Awards )

                (  11:30am )

My names Cameron Justin Santiago and I'm 20 years old. Pretty Boy Swagg AYE! *laughing* I'm mixed with Rican, and  Black. I have 3 siblings, Jessie ( 19 ),  Adam ( 16 ) and Katiee ( 4 ). my family don't always see eye to eye but which family does? my father is very strict on me but only because I'm the oldest and my little brothers look up to me the most.. I'm a dance instructor, Pro Football Player and a rapper on the side, i wanna further my career so I'm working on it. My best friend Jabari and i  have been working on a few bars and i can't wait till his dad puts us out there and let the world hear our music. growing up i was a ladies man, *wink* i could get all the girls i wanted, i even had teachers after me during my senior year in high school. i think i might of had about 10 or more girlfriends my high school years or it might be less. girls are like magnets, they see one hot, fly ass nigga with Swagg and they fall in love. without doing background checks on a nigga, they would just fall at my feet, *laughs a lil* man those were the days. I'd have a different chick on my arm every week, looking for LOVE in all the wrong places. One Saturday morning at a car wash my football team was having i met Carissa Jones. yes i used to play football in high school but i quit my senior year. anyways Carissa and I hit it off right there and then and she became my girlfriend, that wasn't gonna stop me from having sideline chicks though. *smiles* no body was gonna tie me down, Carissa and i had our ups and downs but its something about her that always had me coming back. well honestly it wasn't just Carissa either, i realized something my freshmen year that i was trying to hide. when i was about 5 years old, my parents moved us from Brooklyn, New York to Atlanta, GA where i met my best friend Jabari and his family. he has four siblings but one of em caught my eyes the day i met her, her name is China Ashlie-Desire Coleman and she has the most beautiful smile a nigga have ever seen, the cutest dimples would show up every time she smiled and she and i became real close. she was like a second best friend to me, growing up we made a promise to each other to always stick together forever, no matter the situation, we'd be right there by each other forever but i fucked it up freshmen year of high school. she gained a few pounds, and i became a jock. i felt like a KING and i could have any girl i wanted so why would i stick to only China? she wasn't my girlfriend but I've been in love with her since i was 5 years old.

-FRESHMEN YEAR : *flash back*-

- At The Coleman's House : 5pm -

Cameron: yo can we talk?

China: what about?

Cameron: you know you're my second best friend right?

China: yes? and you're my second best friend too. *looks at him*

Cameron: well we can't be best friends anymore.

China: why? what about our promise?

Cameron: we were kids China. I'm a jock, a football player and i can't be seen with......

China: with what? *gets up looking at him*

Cameron: with you...... you're not my choice of friends anymore ash mash.

China: WHAT? *tears falling down her face* what happened to you?

Cameron: what happened to you china? why are you so fat and ugly now? *laughing*

China: WHAT? WHO ARE YOU? *shocked*

Cameron: chill fatty Ashlie, I'm still Cameron but you? haha blow fish ass. *walks away*

-BACK TO PRESENT-

I flash back a lot to that day, i remember the shocked look on her face, i remember the tears she cried and i remembered all the names i called her in high school. it hurts now, its like a weight that I'm carrying on my back that i can't get rid off. well me and China stopped talking after that day and i moved on to being the popular boy in freshmen year and in the whole school, i would see her around the hall from time to time in school and I'd remember all the good times i had with her. it wasn't till valentine's day freshmen year that i realized that no matter how hard i tried, i was in love and couldn't get over China. she and Kylie were sitting on the hallway floor next to our English class during lunch and i walked in there with Carissa and looked at her, she had her hair let down, and she was smiling, showing dimples. that was the first time I've ever seen her smile and i approached them and said hi to Kylie but not to her. she didn't trip, she just sat their smiling and doing what she did most, writing songs. i don't even think she realized i was standing over her cause she had her headphones on while kylie and i were talking. that day i realized that she was different from all the other girls and i had lost an awesome person.   Well you should know the rest right? well i didn't tell her, i didn't want my reputation to get ruined so i kept it cool and teased her whenever we had class together, or whenever i saw her. she never said anything back to me when i called her names or made fun of her, i didn't get why though, she would always stand up to everyone else that teased her but me? she wouldn't, she'd just let me do. my senior year after graduation, my mom and dad decided to send Jessie and I to Puerto rico because they couldn't handle us. i had became a bad seed and Jessie? he was following my foot step. Jabari and his siblings Erin and Faith knew about me being in love with China, they even tried to talk me into letting her know before i left but i was to chicken to do it. i spent a year and a half in Puerto Rico, changed up my act and grew up a little. i matured and ask my parents to let me come visit and they did. now im here in Atlanta again and i finally told China how i felt. she's now my girlfriend and once again, i was about to break her heart again.  six days ago China's sister faith got jumped by Carissa's cousin Melissa and that caused me and China to get into a big fight, i told her to choose between getting revenge and me but she thought i meant her sister and i so that cause a little fight, we haven't talked in 6 or 7 days, i missed her a lot but i had found out some news that i didn't know what to do about it. leave it to me to always mess up a perfect relationship, especially now that it was with the girl of my dreams China. "Bro ya girl is grounded" Jabari said to Cameron, Laughing a little. " why?" Cameron asked. He didn't seem to caring of it but he felt he had to ask why. "Fighting. She and Kylie got into a fight with Melissa and her clique after school. so they called mom and she grounded them" Jabari replied. Jabari could feel there was a little difference in Cameron's voice as they were talking. " a 20 year old still getting grounded? TF? " Cameron said as he let out a breath.