My First Love ❤

Chapter 19:

Chapter 19:

Its been a month since Jessie left for New York, since him and i talked, since Chelsea and i started talking again and since I've left my house. I've tried everything there is to try to get Jessie to talk to me. I've messaged him on facebook, talked to Cameron about calling him for me, Dm messaged him on twitter and whatever else was left but he still didn't wanna talk to me. I've cried my ass to sleep for almost 2 weeks and this was getting old and stupid. What else did Jessie want me to do? I apologized to him and explained myself to him and he still wouldn't talk to me. Was it finally over? Am i really single again? had i really fucked up the best relationship I ever had? It was 10:45 am on March 18th 2015 and it was suppose to be Jessie and I's 7th month anniversary. Now i realize what he meant when he said that karma was a bitch because here karma was biting me in the ass now and there was nothing that i could do about it. I woke up and just laid on the bed staring at the ceiling for about 20 minutes, then after  that i got up and went into the bathroom to take a shower. "Honey? Chelsea and La'Shai are here to see you." Mom called from inside my bedroom. "I'm coming" I called out from the bathroom. I grabbed my robe and put it on then walked out the room where La'Shai and Chelsea sat on my bed. "Hey girly" Chelsea said. "Hey" I replied. "Sup Chica." La'Shia said and i smiled at her. "what are you guys doing here?" I asked them, standing against the wall. "We came to pick you up.... we're going out." Chelsea said. I looked at her then at La'Shai and asked "why? and where are we going?''. "because you've been stuck in this house ever since Jessie went off  to new york and we're going out for Ladies day out with Nikole, Faith and Faith's modeling friends." La'Shai said right when i was about to say no thanks and i'll pass. "so go get dressed and we're not taking no for an answer." Chelsea quicked and put her little two cents in again.  I went into my closet, grabbed an outfit and went to get dressed in the bathroom, after i was done, i did my make up and Chelsea, La'Shai and I walked downstairs so i can get some breakfast. Downstairs Cameron, Jabari, Kelly, Christian and the rest of the boys were making noise in the game room. As always, my house felt like a mini club house or a teen center because it was always packed with people. My parents had gon on a business trip about a  week ago and then they decided they needed to stop by my uncle's house in Florida so they'd probably be back in another week or so. They left Faith in charge but she was never home cause she's always with Kelly. I walked into the kitchen and made myself a bowl of cereal, then walked into the game room, where everybody else was sitting down hanging out, talking and playing video game. "sup everybody?" I said. "yo" They all replied. I sat down next to Kelly and ate my cereal. "Hows everything?" Bryan asked me with a slit smile as he took a seat next to me. "Everything is okay, i guess." I replied as i finished eating my cereal. To be honest i didn't wanna be there, i didn't wanna be around anybody right now but since i was being forced then i figured, why not. 

A hour and a half later, We were all still sitting in the game room, hanging out, talking and the boys playing video games when Cameron's phone went off. He took it out and looked at it then looked at me and answered it. Cameron was sitting across from me, and he was making himself look a little suspicious. "Hey bro?" Cameron said as he answered his phone and it made me wonder who he was talking to. "nothing, just sitting here with the crew, playig video games and shit. how's new york treating you?" Cameron said and it was clear to me that he was talking to none other then Jessie Phil Santiago. I sat there, staring at him, wondering if he would think of giving me the phone to talk to Jessie. Cameron spent about 20 minutes speaking to Jessie and then i realize there was no way that he'd let me talk to him and Jessie didn't even ask for me so it was finally hitting me now that he was over me. "Okay, i'm gonna go back to my room now and crawl into bed, its obvious yall got me out for no reason" I said as i got up and headed for the door. " come on Maddie, stay for a little bit. we're about to leave in a few.'' Chelsea said to me as i opened the door and stepped out the room. "Yo Madison? someone wanna talk to you." Cameron called as i was about to walk up the stairs, He came out the game room and had the phone in his hand, my heart dropped. I was excited but then again i was angry. " who?" i asked him, pretending like i didn't know that he was talking to his brother. "you'll find out when you say hello." Cameron replied, giving me the phone and walking away, disappearing into the game room again. I let out a deep breath and sat on the first step, put the phone to my ear and said hello.  "hello? " Jessie said and my heart dropped. Its been a month since i've heard his voice. "hello?" I replied and i could hear him breathing on the other end. "wassup? how you been?" he asked me. "how do you think i've been? my boyfriend leaves without telling me and i haven't heard from him for a month and you ask how i've been Jessie?" I said as tears fell down my face.