𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐌

e i g h t

-yoongi pov-

The days that Hoseok were still here, were filled with regrets and memories that brought back guilt, and the fact that he has walked into the airport without me by his side has made me feel entirely depressed.

Earlier, I told him to hurry up with packing and get into the car so that we wouldn't miss the flight, and I had promised him that I was coming as well so when he realised that I didn't have any luggage with me, it was too late, he was already out of the car with his bags beside him and I hid driven of, no tears, no shame.

Sometimes fans ask me, what it's like to be famous? And really I do not know how to reply, it's exciting and extremely lonely at the same time, although as soon as someone asked me that one questions the first thing, well person, that comes to mind is Hoseok, if I had not left that day after the questioning and if I had not wanted to be a rapper I wonder where I would be now?

I focused on the road ahead of and drove around the area not knowing what to do, I didn't see Taehyung at the airport not that I stayed there for long, but I hope that he was there so that Hoseok wouldn't change his mind, I decided to drive around the shopping mall for a few more hours or just till the sun went down so that I could go back home, after getting a few things to eat and maybe signing a few autographs I made my way back home to call it a day, as soon as I pulled into the drive way I realised that the light inside the house was on, I didn't turn any lights on before leaving and no one is meant to be home, Hoseok was the only person to know where the hidden key was, sighing I got out of the car and opened the front door to see Hoseok sitting down on the couch watching TV.

"Wow, Yoongi, that hurt."
He chuckled at what he had just said and switched the TV off.

"You will miss your flight."

"What? Is that all that matters to you?"
He argued back, this time standing up and walking towards me.

"Yes, actually, it's a waste of my money and time."
I replied walking towards the kitchen leaving Hoseok in a state of shock.

"I know you don't mean that, I am not fucking dumb."
Hoseok half-shouted running a hand through his hair.

"Well I do mean it, so do whatever the hell you want I don't care, just get out of my house."
I stated pouring myself a glass of juice.

"What the fuck Yoongi? What is wrong with you? What have you done to yourself? I don't recognise you."

"YOU NEVER FUCKING DID."
I replied smashing the glass on the bench top.

"Stop talking to me like you have known me for fucking years, okay? We only met in one day, it's not right."
I replied running out of breath, Hoseok stared at me blankly.

"I-I think it's time you-"

"No, no I'm not leaving and I know you called Taehyung and even if he comes I'm not going, you can physically kick me out, call the police or even start a war but I'm not leaving, unless you leave with me."
Scoffing I looked away.

"No Hoseok, you will leave because I don't not wish to come to Korea or anywhere with you, im fine here, living the dream."

"The dream? Is that what you call it? Ha."

"I don't want to argue, you're going when Taehyung comes whether you like it or not, this isn't some 21st century teenage romance, so stop acting like you're in one."
I huffed walking out of the kitchen and into my study.

I locked the door and walked towards my desk to see my phone.

unknown number- yoongi? Is this you?

unknown number- please, I can't come

unknown number- I have problems here, with jungkook 

unknown number- reply, goddamit

unknown number- call me when you get this

yoongi- how the fuck did you get my number?

taehyung- jin

yoongi- oh ok

taehyung- can't you come to Korea with him and then go back

yoongi- no

taheyung- why

yoongi- reasons, listen send Jin

taheyung- no wtf he has a kid to care for

yoongi- what! since when?

taheyung- since namjoon

yoongi- who is namjoon?

taheyung- I can see why Jin broke up with you

yoongi- shut the fuckity fuck up shit face

taheyung- you are almost 30 what are you doing?

yoongi- 30!? what are you on about, are you drugged? was it jimin? is he finally out of prison?

taehyung- that's not funny, listen we aren't friends we aren't even fucking close, but we love the same guy so I suggest that if you can't care for him you send him here, if he refuses, then come with him and go back.

yoongi- care? Wtf Taheyung? You don't know the meaning of care, all you cared for was Jungkook, you barely paid attention to Hoseok after he came so stop acting all high class when you are really just full of shit, Hoseok's not coming and I'm not either so fuck off

I switched my phone off deciding to go to sleep, I slowly opened the door and made my way to Hoseok's room, much to my surprise, he was alseep, seeing that he wasn't even tucked in I walked closer and pulled the sheets over his body. I knelt down next to the bed and caressed his cheek.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."
I muttered under my breath, I stood up and switched of the light taking a final glance at the younger.

"Goodnight."
I whispered turning my heel.

"Goodnight."

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Wow, this was pretty bad,
But I was eating and no one concentrates while they are eating.
Thanks for 600 reads!
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I hope we can reach 1k.
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