𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐌

f o u r

-yoongi pov-

I stared at Hoseok waiting for an answer he opened his mouth to say something but shut it and looked down at his feet; his cheeks were a deep red.

I did not know how I felt about him, I was hoping that the person they would send me was Hoseok, of course I knew that was far from impossible, it would never happen yet here he is standing in front of looking down at his beat-up socks. Vulnerable, was all I could say to describe him, I kept my feelings towards the younger male hidden and never made it too obvious that I was still in love with him, I have already hurt many people in my life and Hoseok was too precious to let go, I had to hold on to him for as long as I could, until I was strong enough to take care of him and if that meant him living in my house, so be it.

Knowing that he wasn't going to answer my question any time soon I gestured for him to go and get changed while I walked downstairs to grab my shoes, I checked the time and waited for Hoseok to finish so that I could drive us to the nearest pizza place.

"Do you like pizza?"
I inquired keeping my eyes on the road.

"Y-yes."
He stuttered nervously causing me to smile.

"Are you sure?"

"Y-yes."

I looked towards him only to make eye contact with the driver of the car beside ours, who was clearly a fan, her mouth was agape and her friend who was sitting in the passenger seat already had her phone out to take a picture.

"Dipshits."
I mumbled causing Hoseok to look at me.

"What?"

"Fuck, we should've stayed indoors and called for pizza, I'm not in the mood to talk to fans."
I grumbled as Hoseok looked outside of the window to see the two girls still staring at us.

"And what is with this traffic, what the hell?"
I half-shouted.

"Yoongi, do you know them?"
Hoseok questioned looking back at me.

"Do you think I know them or are you just high?"

"Let's stop and talk to them."

"Are you serious? Wait you are."
I giggled remembering our conversation earlier.

"I think they like you-"

"Well of course they are my fans."
I replied driving away from the car only to be followed, I passed our destination and kept driving towards a near-by shopping area.

"Let's just stop and say hi."
Hoseok stated looking back to see if they were following us.

"Ok."

I stopped near the parking area which was barley full, only a small amount of people were there and ideal place for an idol who doesn't want much attention, parking the car I waited for my fans to park next to mine and they did, I got of the car first and walked towards the other side of the car towards the two girls who were already out of theirs.

"Oh-oh my god, Min- Min Yoongi?"
One of the girls spoke putting her hands over her mouth, I nodded but her gaze soon avoided mine and landed on Hoseok who had gotten out of the car and was standing beside me.

"Wh-who is that?"
She questioned pointing at Hoseok.

"A fri-"

"My boyfriend."
I spoke interrupting Hoseok, the girls eyes widened at my words, Hoseok also in a state of shock kept tugging at my shirt.

"Wh-what about Macy? Your girlfriend."

"Her and I, we broke up ages ago, models were not supposed to be with rappers."
They would be hurt and left alone.

"So you are dating this dude then?"
The other girl questioned.

"Yes, does it matter?"

"No- of course not we will support you either way but umm, Yoongi, Macy still loves you doesn't she? Give her another chance. Dump this dude and go for someone hotter."
The last words were barely above a whisper but it was loud enough for Hoseok to hear, he stayed quiet and pretended not to hear it but inside I knew he was very hurt.

"I can't I'm sorry, I love someone else now."
I replied taking Hoseok's hand in mine.

"And I'm sorry Hoseok, for ruining your day."

"We-"
I took Hoseok by the shirt and pulled him close to me, locking my lips with his and kissing him hard enough for the the two girls to look at us in shock, I pulled away huffing a little and smiling.

"We must go now, I think my boyfriend has seen enough."
I said walking back to the drivers seat leaving Hoseok standing, still processing what just happened in his mind, the two girls were also standing there, staring at Hoseok, I got in and ran a hand through my dishevelled hair, I just kissed the one person I swore to never lock lips with.

"Hoseok, come one let's go."
I shouted, trying to stay calm even though my heart was beating faster than normal.

"O-ok."
He answered getting into the car.

"I hope you didn't mind what I just did, we are still friends right?"

"Y-yes."

"Good, I didn't feel comfortable talking about my ex."

"Tha-that is okay."

"I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"For ruining your life."

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I don't know how I feel about this chapter.
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