Chapter 18-I hate you, I love you

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A:N play the music

Aria's POV:

-2 weeks later-

I was sobbing uncontrollably.

Want to know what happened. I saw him. With her. Having sex.

I can't believe i could trust him!

He betrayed me.
I locked myself in our-I mean my room.

I grabbed a suit case and grabbed a bunch of my clothes and threw them in my suit case.

The tears can't stop. I can't do this. I grabbed the necklace he gave me from the dresser and put it around my neck. I need to have this.

He doesn't give a damn about me. He never will.

He's killing me.

I closed the suit case and ran out.
"Luna!" Ethan's body hugged mine.
I froze. This might be the last time I see him.

His arms were wrapped around my legs and his face was grinning at me but then he frowned.

"Luna whats wrong," I kneeled down to his height. "Ethan I want you to forget about me. I will come back but not for a while. Remember to keep this bracelet with you. If Xavier asks were I am say I needed time away from what happened." I said giving him a bracelet watching his bubbly face drop in sadness.

"Was it me? I promise I won't do it again I promise that I will be a better person!" He begged.
"It's not you Ethan it's just Xavier," I assured giving him a hug before walking away.

"Wait Ria!" I heard Xavier call his trousers handing loose.

I shook my head. "Bye," I whispered knowing he can hear me.

Elizabeth stood there with a tight towel covering hardly anything and smiling sweetly.

"I hate you, I love you," I said running away.

I wince as I felt Xavier's sadness,regret and anger.

--Flashback to when she caught them-

I ran into Xavier's office wanting to tell him that I can accept his date request.

I was so hopeful that he's okay with it.
I opened the door my hopeful face dropping.

Xavier was naked on top of a moaning naked Elizabeth.

"Mmm Xavier I love you," Elizabeth moaned. Xavier growled and kissed her lips.

"How can you?!" I asked my wolf crying out to take contol.

Xavier and Elizabeth snapped their head to my direction.

"Aria it's not-" I cut him off.
"What! It's not what it looks like?! I feel used! I was going to accept the date!" I shouted my voice cracking.

"And I thought I could trust you," I whispered...

-Flashback over-

I leaned against a tree in the forest.
I guess I'm going to stay here for a day.

Aria

Go away.
I blocked the chat in anger.

I could here his thoughts.

What did I do?!

I love her to much and I let go of her I new something will happen and it's all my fault.

I bet she doesn't love me anymore.

That last one is not true I love him but I hate being in love with him.

I knew this will happen.

I guess this is moving on. For now.

-1 hour later-

Tears fell freely I miss him too much.
I curled into a ball knowing I'm going no were.

I could hear Xavier's wolf howl and whimper in sadness.

I saw the familiar face of Louis talking to Sophie. "I love you babe," Louis then kissed her lips.

I just want to feel his kiss against my lips.

I got up making a twig snap. I widen my eyes as Louis nearly caught me.

He grabbed Sophie's hand and took her away.

I sniffed and bit my lip.
I clutched onto the necklace he gave me for my birthday.

"I need you," I called out. I need him so bad.

I grabbed my phone dialing Kol's number.
"Hello?"
"Kol can I stay at your house?" I asked.
"Ari is that you? Of course darling then we can have some fun," I could tell he's wiggling his eyebrows. I chuckled.

"Yes it's me and no fun I'm not in the mood to be happy," I whispered.
I could tell he's frowning.
"Okay but it's only going to be me and you because everyone else went to New Orleans to look after Hayley," I sighed.

"Okay, can you pick me up because I can't walk to your house it's too far?" I asked.

"Okay where are you?"
"I'm in the woods near my pack house,"

"Okay I'm on the way stay there," I heard the car turn on.

"Ok bye,"
"Bye darling," He hung up and I heard the 3 beeps.

After a hour. I know it's long. I saw Kol walk up to me."Come on darling."
He picks me up bridle style and takes me to his car.

"My stuff," I said tiredly as he put me in the car.

"Stay here darling I'm not going anywhere," He said. I nodded my head as he walked towards my suit case.

I began closing my eyes falling into a dreamless sleep.

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Someone started to shake me softly. I moaned on annoyance and slapped them.
"Ouch! Darling that hurt!" I opened my eyes seeing Kol holding his cheek.

"Sorry," I said stretching in the small space in the passenger seat.
He sighed. "C'me on let's go inside," He got out the car and grabbed my suit case.

I opened the door and stepped outside.

I walked towards the house waking inside.

I guess I need to go over him. "Where do I sleep,"
Kol grabbed my hand and lead me to a big room.

I gasped looking at the beauty of the room.
It had turquoise walls and a sky blue rug in the centre of the room. And it has a cream dresser,a bathroom, a walk in closet,a balcony and a wall of pictures.

"Wow," I breathed. I turned around and saw Kol smiling and his head tilted.(gif on the side)

"Do you like it?" He asked.

I looked at him shocked. "No," I saw his face drop.

"I love it!" I screamed in excitement. I hugged Kol.
"Thank you,thank you,thank you!" I praise watching Kol's happy face.

"You're the best!" I said.

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Heyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Another chapter in 2 days that's my record!!
Woo...

HA ha ha. No? Ok.
*scratches neck

Sorry. Anyways..

What will happen next. Wait to find out.....

-RainForLife

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