The Alpha Xavier

Chapter 5-Emotional Secrets...

---A Few Weeks Later---

Dear Diary,

Today is the day I have a feeling Xavier should know the secrets I've been keeping. My mother has been back just last week.
I've been in a emotional state I locked myself in our room thinking of what happened when I was 15.

A tear dropped on the paper from my eyes.

I got raped. I remember that day. I was out with my friends we were really happy.'

--------Flash back-------

I laughed historically as my friends were dancing.
"I'll be right back, Sophie come on." Taylor said.

"Ok," I giggled. Tay and Soph walk down the empty road. I sighed and shook my head.
As I was walking I was suddenly dragged down to the woods.

"HE-" I got cut off by a dirty hand over my mouth.

I struggled under the persons grip.
Tears fell from my cheek.
"P-please let me go! NO DON'T!" He began undoing his trousers and pulled down my undergarments. I struggled under his deathly grip.

He thrusted into me hardly making me scream in pain.

-----End Of Flashback-----

'I hated it...'

I closed my diary with tears falling down my face.
It has haunted me for 3 years I can't handle telling Xavier.
Louis already knows what happened because he picked me up after that happened.

I sob quietly my body shaking
And trembling.

I sighed wiping the tears off of my face and standing up.
I walked up to the door to the kitchen where Xavier was on his phone.

"Xavier," I whispered.
He jolted up hugging me tightly.
"What happened bébé? " He asked worried.

"Follow me," I took his hand and took him into our room.
I patted the seat next to me and rested my head on his shoulder.

I explained what happened on this date.

After I explained I was crying into his chest grabbing a chunk of his blue shirt.

"I'm so so sorry bébé I promise that nothing like that will happen to you again."

"I love you so much," Xavier smiled softly kissing my wet cheeks.
"Let's go," I said looking outside.
Xavier followed me downstairs and I went to have a rest on the couch.

    -A Few Hours Later-

I'm here sitting on the couch with popcorn watching Blu and Nate argue that one of them are hotter than the other.

I looked at the two with amusement.

"I'M SO HOT THE WHOLE WORLD SET ON FIRE!" Shouted Blu at the top of his lungs.
"YEAH?WELL I'M SO HOT EVERY GIRL LOOKS AT YOU WITH DISGUST AND COMES TO ME FOR A BLAST IN THE BED!" I cringed yet still amused.

Suddenly Louis came in with a blank look on his face.

"Let's be honest I'm the hot one here," Louis said pointing his two thumbs in his direction.
"NU-UH!" Blu and Nate yelled.
Louis,Blu and Nate are now in the centre of the room with me stuffing my face with popcorn.

Suddenly I was called by Blu.
"ARI!"
"What do I owe the pleasure," I asked raising my popcorn in his direction
"WHO'S MORE HOTTER?! THE OBJECTS? OR ME?!" He shouted.
"Me. I'm more hot than anyone." I replied cockily.

Blu growled and stomped outside.

Nate looked at me with a warning glare when I have mischief in my eyes.
"Don't you effing dare." Warned Nate.
Louis looked amused and laid down on the couch watching us.