running towards tomorrow

the end of an era

"WHAT you like my brother, dude your the girl every guy trips over himself to be with and you turn them all down with a poke in the chest anfd a flick in the neck and your telling me you might be crushing on my brother, god girl you've turned down most of the towns population from ugly to fit to drop dead reinarnate yourself beautiful and you may like my brother of all people, my word your like marmite people either love you or hate you, what am i going to do with you!" she shook her head in mock ashament, i giggled at her long speech "hmmmm...no comment?" i asked, her face turned red "WHAT thats all you have to say after my mind blowing speech i took 40seconds to think of, i know what i'm going to you ... you ... you ... erm ...you..." "devil?" i questioned "yeah you devil!" i looked down pretending to be hurt and damaged, she patted my shoulder "its okay i'm just going to dye the tips of your hair red to get more guys to go after you so you can forget about my brother and find a prince!" i looked up shocked and went to feel my beloved hair and started to tug it round my shoulder so i could hug it. she then winked and i probably looked like a deer in head lights as she grabbed on of many hair dye bottles on her dresser and dragged me to her on suite.

2 hours later

oh i never thought it'd take that long to dye the ends of my now red and brown hair, i have to admitt i looked even better than before but my god dye can make a mess when you invole autumn in the equation. haha shes my best friend and yeah i love her but she can be a little blond at times... i need to get over my silly crush on her brother because falling in love is not on my agenda! see tonight is my last time in my home town i plan to leave in the morning to find my dad and walk out of that dreaded door for ever and eternity (hopefully anyway) but my problem, autumn i still havent told her i tryed hinting at it but she just goes off on a rant 'he'll have a new familiy now, he didnt want you and anyway you have me' but i don't care it's on my list of goals which im finally completing because lifes to short for not getting to know your dad and all but i'm hoping along the way i get a better view of the world. SKY how could i forget him now hes part of my problem because he just walked back into the picture but since he's walked out before i wouldn't be suprised if he got shipped off to work again sooner or later. i have it all planned 1. tell autumn i'm going tomorrow and she's been the bestest friend a girl could ever ask for 2. zoom off on my bike in the morning after i tell my aunt 3. drive to LA and go to the adress he put on the christmas card last year when he said, i quote 'come visit, i'd love to see the woman you've grown up to be, and i'll answer any questions you've been having over the years, baby girl do remember i still love you and sky and your mom even though shes gone to a better place ' and lastly 4. find friends on my way and as autumn would say my 'prince' because you know the real ones are only in my fanasies,

"BLUE GET YOUR GOD DAMNED HEAD OUT OF THE COUDS AND PAY ATTENTION TO ME, ME YOUR BEST FRIEND THE GIRL YOU LOVE YOUR OTHER HALF, MAN YOU HAVE NO RESPECT FOR ME!" she pouted and i snapped out of my thoughts "baby girl i have some thing to tell you..." she nodded and sat on her cream sofa in the corner patting the seat next to her. "what is it blue?" i sighed this is it and like she said earlier she'll either love it or hate it like marmite "imgoingonamissioninthemorningtofindmydadandimnotcomingback!" i said in a rush she looked confused "what?" i took a breath "i'm going on a mission in the morning to find my dad and i'm not comming back" a tear rolled down my cheek and she threw herself at me sobbing "why you have me and now sky..." i wipped her eyes "baby girl i love you but i need to find him and making him answer to me" she was shaking now sobbing her heart out "i understand but tonight your all mine!" i nodded in agreement and we stood up and i broke the small silence that had just consumed us "what do you want to do ace?" i gave her a weak smile and she shrugged "go break the news to the boys then have the time of our lives and the moments that will haunt us till our graves!" i smiled at her honesty and nodded before we made our way down the banasters, yes we are childish enough to go down banasters, to to the living room to tell the lads and my brother! oh tonight was going to be a night to remember and i had the perfect songs on replay on my mind best damn night by six-d and all about tonight by pixie lott. oh its all about tonight, nananannanananan nanana lalalalalalalalalala because i cant remember the words so i hum do do do do do do do do do do do do. tonights plan of action i think will be to lose myself and devote myself to my ace but for now lets face the brother and co!

After telling the boys we got blank expressinons before a growl and a fist connected to the coffee table "YOU, WHAT!" came from the only mouth i wouldn't expect it from, it was one of ty's crew, we all looked on stunned at his outburst and i cocked an eyebrow "and what do you mean by that?" he looked away under my intense gaze bwahahah..."erm nothing?" he asked more than said "you sure about that mate?" the guy sitting next to ty said "no it's just then she can't get with me...." everyone laughed and the guy just shrugged "shes hot!" which earned him a slap to the head from ty and skylar. we chatted to the boys for a small time later before heading to her backgarden to re live the memories we made as kids out here, building the tree house, jumping over sprinklers and camping out in warm summer nights. "how about we re live the old times?" ace asked as if reading my mind i grinned and nodded, we stripped to our swim suites because living in america i grew up wearing my swim suit under clothes instead of underwear, not everyone does but me and ace, hell to the yeah do!

unknown view *one is no stalker moi is the 'naraitor' if you've seen horton hears a who, it's to be said in that type of voice!*

that night they played in the sprinklers, laughed at old memories and slept outside in the warm summers air, that night was all about being together sharing hopes and dreams, and thats what they did along with making mormories to last a life time, tonight was the last time they'd be ace and blue and autumn and alzul but that didn't matter to them, they were just living for them precious little moments that are rare and come only once in a blue moon but then moments that last a life time, and the ones people tell friends and their children but most of all the memories you share at them heart warming or heart breaking occasions, weddings and funerals. that night was all about them moments...