Everybody's telling me to get married. I know I should be but I just couldn't find it in my heart to marry someone. I didn't like to say this but I know I'm still waiting for Kyungsoo.
I cut connections with all the people he and I were connected with. I don't want to be reminded of him even though even before I fall asleep, I still remember his eyes, his voice, his lips, his everything.
Maybe I'm still holding on to that belief that he's really my yuan fen. I wanted to challenge myself. To see how long I can handle to these feelings. If even without him I would still be able to remember his eyes, his voice, his lips, his everything. If I would still be able to remember how I felt whenever he was with me.
I was outside the café, enjoying the last bit of summer sun. It was a nice day to be out.
Coincidence or fate or destiny whatever one may like to call it, well that thing is crazy. It always comes in the moments you least expects it to be.
Like the moment I heard that voice that freezes everything around me, around us and I found myself spinning back down again.
"Yuan fen" I heard the guy in front of me called.
I looked up and it was the loveliest sight I've ever seen.
He had his heart shaped smile; wearing a white polo with his now short cut hair. His eyes, still the most beautiful set of eyes I've ever seen. He changed but he was still Kyungsoo.
He sat down in front of me, tilting his cup as a sigh of cheers and I couldn't fight the smile breaking out on my lips.
"Yuan fen" I nodded my head, tilting my cup too.
And it was like seven years ago at the library.
It was quiet for a while both of us staring at each other, soaking in that here we are again, face to face. I couldn't even feel my smile anymore.
"All by yourself?" he asked still with that beautiful smile on his face that I can't think properly anymore.
"Yeah" I laughed heady at the fact that right now, I know, Kyungsoo is in front of me, finally looking at me.
"You?"
He chuckled before answering.
"I am" he said
And in that moment, I knew that we both knew that it's that day.
The day our yuan fen is now moving together, in sync and would finally be in precise mould with each other.
END
Shamelessly copying the JARRY prompt I have on my unpublished book. Tell me what you thinkkkkk!!
