I opened my eyes but I was still sitting there in the circle of fire. I have thought of so many ways to try and explain but this blocks out my thoughts and they make sure I don't fall asleep and call for father. All there is for me in this place is sit and wait for a miracle to happen. I can't call Raven, he's probably already out in the underground to safety. Leaving me behind in the process.
The door opens and I look at Kyle who looks at me with a loved filled disgusting look. I can't even look at him but I don't dare break contact.
"I remember once we were hiding from the world, you know our favorite place. We made love there like there was no tomorrow. I had just finished being with my wife, but she'll never feel like you. You are something completely different Kasper. You sometimes feel like an angel and I'm shocked. You feel like no other, you have a different touch, taste. It makes me crazy Kasper." I sat with crossed legs and a straight back as he talked about the way past. "Sometimes I wanted to kill my wife just so I could be with you, betray everything I've ever known just so I can be with you. The way you told me you loved me felt like a drug that consumed me, made me feel like I was on Cloud 9." Kyle spoke softly as if I felt something for him as he did for me. It was never going to happen.
If there is something I learned it was that Leon was crazy but Kyle was psychotic. There were times where he would threaten to lock me up if I were to dare leave him. Telling me that there was no one out there for me but him. He could make all my wishes come true. But it wasn't reality. It was a dream and this was reality.
"Are you listening to me!?" Kyle yelled out. I stared at him with soft eyes. In order to get out of this game, I needed to play. I've been nothing but a pawn in Kyle's game but this time I would be controlling him as a whole. Using his love for me as leverage to move him anywhere I wanted to.
"Yes Kyle. I was just remembering." This lowered the tension and anger. "I remember when you would meet me by our favorite place. That beautiful bay, I bet the tree still has our names on it. I made sure of it." I said while smiling small. "We would talk and talk about eternity. You always would bring me my favorite food and drink, mostly every time I didn't expect it you would bring a gift. A small meaningful gift.. Kyle I remember the past. When we used to be lovers."
"You can't keep me trapped in this hell! I'm taking control of my life!" I yelled at him as I broke free from the ropes.
The only thing I remembered was trying to escape him. He was evil and crazy.
"I thought that this day would never come."
I wanted no part in what Kyle had to offer, his sweet words that used to make me feel like I was the only star in the entire galaxy. Kyle made me feel like I was on Cloud 9 with his sweet words that were a melody in my ears. But I had been nothing but a game to Kyle for so long, a pawn in his game but this time I would be apart of the game and it would be by my rule. He just didn't know it yet. Kyle was so foolish thinking I was still in love with him to realize that I was fooling him too.
"You remember?" Kyle asked softly, I'm so close to breaking him.
"Yes, of course how could I forget? You made me feel like no other."
"Maybe I should move you to my bedroom so we could relive those moments." Kyle suggested. That idea of him touching me in any way made me feel disgusting even though he hasn't touched me just yet. But I would do anything to get out of here.
I was a man with a plan.
"I think you should, I remember how you would lay me down on the soft blanket you would bring for the special occasion. I would fall asleep in your arms and wake up cold and alone. You won't do that this time will you Kyle?" I asked while tilting my head to the side.
"No of course not! I will do anything to prove to you that I love you. But you have to do something to prove to me that you love me too." Kyle said, keeping his ground. I knew he wasn't that dumb. Maybe I didn't. "Stand up." I stood up. "Take off your clothes." Without hesitation I did so, feeling gross under his stare as he followed every single movement of mine. I let my pants fall to my ankles, along with my boxers. I took off my shirt too. "You are still as beautiful as I remember. But you need to do one more thing."
"Whatever you want me to do."
"Kiss me." He came closer to me. "If you try to hurt me or escape I will do something that will scar you for life." Kyle threatened. He took off the protective shield around me. I stood there exposed. He waited for me to make the move so I did.
I kissed him, softly like he loved. I lifted my hands up and he flinched but I just tangled my hands in his hair. Closing my eyes and kissing him hard, now he was kissing back. I moaned into the kiss when he bit my lip pulling me closer. We were now making out like there was no tomorrow and I dreaded ever small second of it. Reminding me how manipulative he could get. But I knew why I was doing this, to save myself and to escape this earth before the wrath is struck onto us.
I just want to go to Raven, where I know everything will be okay. Better than okay. But here I was, stuck with Kyle. I had a plan, thinking as he was distracted right now with the kiss.
