October 30th 2015

October 29th 2015

I've been coping very well at this point in time, as well as I can anyway. I've gone to visit her out in Mitchell once and she seemed very sick. One of my biggest regrets is just sitting there silent mostly the entire time because I'm scared to hurt her and I don't know what to say. I hardly talked to her and I will never get over that. Never.
I come home from school and I do my home work and I get ready for bed, everything a normal 16 year old does and I finally lay down and start to feel tired. I'm laying there in my bed texting at 10:30pm as my door flys open, my mom comes rushing in,
"We're going to the emergency room. Grandma was found unresponsive, if anything happens I will let you know." And in the blink of an eye she's gone and they're heading to Mitchell. I call Kahlen in a panic because I hardly know what's happening and ask him to hurry here, sadly he couldn't because of class in the morning at SDSU... I called my brother who lives 30 minutes away and asked him to come get me because I couldn't be alone... He came and got me and we drove around a bit and around 11:40 I came home... I tried my hardest to sleep but sleeping in a house all alone is pretty scary if you ask me, but eventually I drifted off after trying to calm all of my anxiety.