Sans x Grillby <3

Heartbroken

Authors note not a chapter.

Umm hey guysI have this friend who texted me that this guy a friend of hers wants to kiss her. Actually, she's not my friend but best friend technically twins since ppl always say that and we really are. Ughh when she texted me that he said that I didn't feel so well and I stopped texting her, it just happened.

I think I felt like that because I made a personal comittment that those friends that I'm really close to, to always protect them no matter what cost. Keep them out of harm's way and now, I have this feeling at the pit of my stomach that I have to let her go but we're only freshman and still have 3 more years with each other. I didn't want to let her and I'm crying right now because this bastard of a guy is trying to steal her from me. Ok her relationship with me is like dipper and mabel's from gravity falls, with me as dipper and her as Mabel. She completes me and I haven't felt this normal and safe with anyone except her and it hurts really bad. For the first time it feels like I'm missing something inside of me and it's not right, she helps me get through my depression and I with her  anxiety. I love, in a sister way, her and I feel so stupid cuz  imI'm getting worked up other something that's her choice. She's the Papyrus to my Sans and I don't want to lose that just yet. I love her...