Say You Will Never Hurt Me Again- Ashton Irwin Fanfic [#wattys2016]

Band practice

Ashtons POV

I have finished writing the song and the band and me have now got to practice it in time for Saturday. Michael successfully got her to go to starbucks with him on Saturday. The plan is going well so far.

We started practicing the song.

'I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted. I thought about our last kiss how it felt the way you tasted. And even though your friends tell me your doing fine. Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though hes right beside you. When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you. Sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie. If what we had was real how could you be fine. Cause im not fine at all. I remember the day you told me you were leaving. I remember the makeup running down your face. And the dreams you left behind you didnt need them. Like every single wish we ever made. I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget abou the stupid little things. Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories that i cannot escape. Cause im not fine at all. The pictures that you sent me their still living in my phone. Ill admit I like to see them ill admit i feel alone. And all my friends keep asking why im not around. It hurts to know your happy and it hurst that you moved on. Its hard to hear your name when I havent seen you in so long. Its like we never happened was it just a lie. If what we had was real how could you be fine. Cause im not fine at all. I remember the day you told me You were leaving. I remember the makeup runnning down your face. And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them. Like every single wish we ever made. I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things. Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you. And the memories that i never can escape. If today I woke up with you right beside me. Like all of this was just some twisted dream. Id hold you cliser than I did before. And youd never slip away and youd never hear me say. I remember the day yiu told me you were leaving. I remember the makeup running down your face. And the dreams you left behind you disnt need them. Like every single wish we ever made. I wish that I could wake up with amnesia. And forget about the stupid little things. Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you. And the memories i never can escape. Cause im not fine at all.
No im really not fine at all. Tell me this is just a dream. Cause im really not fine at all'.