Say You Will Never Hurt Me Again- Ashton Irwin Fanfic [#wattys2016]

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I said "that is correct. Um the next show is the day after tomorrow would you like to go"? Olly said "yeah sure".  Olly gave me his phone number and we had loads of selfies together. Finally Luke walked into the VIP area and walked up to the table. Me and Luke found out Olly is staying in the same hotel as us.

At the end of the night me, Olly and Luke walked back to the hotel arm in arm, me in the middle. When we got back to the hotel it was 10 o clock. We walked into the hotel and saw Ashton sitting in the lounge. We walked into the lounge and sat at Ashton's table. Ashton said "hello". Luke started laughing. Then stopped when Ashton just stared at him. Ashton said "where have you and Luke been"? We both said in unison "clubbing"! Then Olly said "and they met me". Luke said "I already know you because of Niall". Ashton just smirked at me.

Ashton had left about an hour ago. I decided that I would go back to the hotel room. But what I saw changed my mind. Ashton was kissing another girl. It hurt so much. The tears welled up in my eyes and I ran back to the lounge and saw Olly sitting there. Luke looked confused as to why I was a crying mess. Then Olly said "what happened? Why are you crying"? I ran into his arms and stuttered "A-a-ashton, w-w-was k-k-kissing another girl". Olly held me tight and hushed me and tried to comfort me. The Luke walked up to us and hugged me too. Luke muttered "how could he do this"? I said "I dont want to sleep in a room with him". Olly said "you can stay in my room tonight". Then Luke said "we will try to sort things out tomorrow Emily. See you in the morning.

Olly's pov

I put my arm around Emily and led her to my room. I felt sorry for her. We got to my room and went inside. I lay down on the bed and she lay down beside me. Then she put her arm around my chest.

Emily's pov

Me and Olly went to Luke's room and knocked on his door. A moment later he answered and we walked inside. Everyone except Ashton was there. Louis said "Luke told us what Ashton did". Then Harry said "it will get better". Then Niall hugged me and said "it is terrible what he he did". Liam and Zayn agreed. Then Callum said "we are all going to go out to help you take your mind off of it we will go to alton towers since we are in England. It took a couple of hours to get to Alton towers but we got there. We walked into the gates and everyone agreed that we would go on all of the rollercoasters. We all had so much fun. After we went to KFC and had something to eat. I said "thanks everyone". Michael said "tomorrow you are going to talk to Ashton".

One of the fans must have knew because when we got back to the hotel she walked up to me and pulled me aside. She said "Emily if you can get me in to meet michael I will give you this picture. Oh and my name is Lily by the way". It was a PIC of Ashton and that girl. I said "ok". She texted me the picture and I said "follow me and go along with what I say". She nodded. We walked over to the boys and I said to her "oh my god Lily its been ages I have not seen you since we were Like five you look so different but I recognised you and you recognised me. I could remember when you had to move to England". She said "I missed you Emily". Michael said "who is this beauty"? I said "lily". Then he kissed her on the cheek. We all walked into the hotel and again I stayed in Olly's room.

The next morning I walked up to Ashton and he said "you have not talked to me for over a day in fact for two nights as well". I said "oh well I thought you was dating another girl behind my back". Ash said "thats not true. She was just a friend". I said "you were kissing her and friends do not snog eachothers faces off". Ashton looked shocked and said "it was not what it looked like. i promise". I said "thats what they all say. All your promises are broken. The other night you shattered my trust for you into a million pieces that are scattered everywhere. You was not there to pick up the pieces. You were with her". Ash said "all I thought of was you". I said "you liar all you thought about was yourself and wanting to get into her pants". Ash said "that is not right". I said "lying wont get you out of this. It will only make things worse". Ash said "Em, babe". I said "don't babe me. We are over". I walked to the table Olly was sitting at. Tears were rolling down my cheeks. Luke was sitting at the table as well. I said "Luke can I stay in your room tonight". Luke replied "yes of course, your my best friend and im going to help you through this".

Luke's pov

I decided to write a song. I wanted it to reflect what she was going through.
"Even when the sky is falling down. Even when the Earth is crumbling around my feet. Even when we tried to say goodbye. You can count the tears you breathe and ive been here. Cause I know what'll happen. If we get through this. And if the earth ends up crumbling down to its knees and baby. We just gotta get out. We just gotta get out. And if the skyscrapers tumble down and crash around and baby we just gotta get out we just gotta get out. Cause I feel so damn lost. And it comes without cost. Being alone. Everything is falling down. We're suffering helpless thoughts".

Once I had finished I performed it to her. She really liked it. Im going to perform it at the show tonight.

Ashtons POV

Ive messed up so bad. She will never take me back. Michael walked into the room. He shook his head and said "Ashton, what have you done"? I said "Michael, I messed up. I want her back". Michael said "Ash if you want her back then why are you just sitting here moping".

Emilys pov

We are all currently at soundcheck. There is a tension in the room. Everyone keeps looking over at Ashton.

Soundcheck had finally finished. I walked out of the room signed a few autographs on my way, and walked out of the building.

I sat on a bench and tucked my knees into my chest. Then Olly walked up to the bench and sat next to me. He said "you ok"? I said "Im fine". Olly looked at me and said "you dont look fine". I said "ok im not fine". Olly said "do you want to go out to dinner tommorrow"? Im paying". I said "yeah". Olly smiled and said "see you after the show then".

It was time to walk into the arena this is the last show of our tour. Then we will be only here for two more weeks. We all walked into the arena signing autographs and having selfies with the fans along the way.

Luke had performed his song and finally it was my time to take centre stage I walked on stage with my guitaur. It is time to let my feeling pour out on stage. I began to sing "I thought you were different. I thought you were the one but I saw you with that other girl it shattered my heart into a million pieces. You broke my heart. You were never there to pick up the pieces. You made me cry. The tears stung the tears hurt like a sharp blade stabbing me right in the heart. You watch as my tears turn into acid trying to burn away all the memorys of us. I thought we were forever. But I guess everything has to end. Because you have hurt me before".