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Sasha's POV:
I have no idea what to think anymore. Shay's back with Ryan?
Why? I mean, I thought we were a thing. I know, I haven't asked her out yet, but still.
At this moment, Huw came into my dressing room. I started to cry and he comforted me.
"Hey, Sasha.. it's okay. Why are you crying", he asked.
I couldn't tell him, not yet.
"Well, it's complicated", I replied
and still cried
What if her feelings are back?
I mean this all was my fault.
If I didn't ignored her all the time, Ryan maybe wouldn't have been here.
I didn't mean to ignore her, it was just a hard time and I wasn't sure about my feelings for her, for a girl.
I've never fallen for a girl,
maybe I'm bi and I didn't know.
Hudson was my first boyfriend, the first person I've ever loved,
but the first time I kissed Shay.. it was different.
I felt sparkles, I've never felt them by Hudson...
I think I'm in love with her.
Shay's POV:
I felt so bad for what just have happened. I needed to talk to Sasha. I don't love Ryan anymore. I never really did, I just never realized.
I had feelings for Sasha a long time ago and Ryan should have distracted me.
The thing I loved about her was the way she acted, her smile, her beautiful ocean eyes, everything.
But the other question is,
does she love me?
I was finally at her dressing room.
Suddenly I heard two voices.
"I think I can help you", a male voice said.
I looked secretly at a slit from the door and saw Sasha in Huw's arms.
This picture of them broke my heart in million pieces and a tear began to fall.
Suddenly I couldn't believe my eyes,
Huw leaned closer to her and I started crying and ran away.
"God, why?", I cried
My heart was shattered.
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A/N
Sorry for the short chapter, I just wanted to make cliffhanger.
Yo guys, how are you, I kind of changed my username and I finally updated after years.
5H won at the KCAs and I'm so proud. Btw I only have 1 more week school left till vacation and I'll fly to Dubai yay.
Alright leave me feedback lovelies.
Have a nice day, ily
~Nat x
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after the kiss ➳ sashay
Fanfiction"he doesn't deserve you. you deserve someone who really loves you. someone like me.." - the first chapters of this fanfic were written a few years ago and my english was very bad back then, so i'm sorry in advance. i'll edit it when i've got time...
