Do you ever feel scared of being happy cause you know when it's all gone and you're all alone you'd be back to your own world listening to your demons?
Do you ever laugh and then suddenly stop because you suddenly realize it was a real laugh?
Do you ever think back to the days when you're happy then smile but it's sad?
Do you ever miss the old you that was stolen by society?
Or did you forget every happy memory because it was a long time ago and everything went black and white? ..
