Tension (boyxboy)

Chapter 8

A/N
I'm so sorry this chapter is sooo late :(
I was phone less thanks to my friend and I wasn't able to post due to that.

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2 months later...

Carl's POV

Me and Ron haven't been talking a lot since since our staring contest. I guess we've been busy cleaning and re building Alexandria. All of us were. It took a lot of time and effort to repair all the damage that was made

Right now I was taking care of Judith while a large part of the group went to clear out another area of walkers

It was getting pretty late and it was around her bed time, so I carried Judith and changed her diaper and clothes. She was already yawning and ready to be put to bed which is exactly what I did next

After an hour of full silence in the house I was surprised by a knock coming from the door. I grabbed my gun and opened it slowly

"Crap...you scared me" I whispered to Ron who was standing outside

"You shouldn't be. Almost everything is clear from walkers"

"I know, but you never know what could barge in"

"May I come in?" He asked

I moved away from the door and opened it more for him to come inside. I closed the door behind us and the both of us walked to the living room, taking a seat in the couch

"How have you been doing?"

"I've been alright. Busy, but alright" I replied

"We haven't talked much lately...have you been avoiding me?"

"What? No...its just been hard clearing up everything and I have to look after Judith almost every day"

"Oh...I see..."

I couldn't help, but stare at him from the corner of my eye

"You're staring..."

"I...sorry..."

"Don't be"

Gosh...this is getting extremely awkward. We were sitting beside each other, our legs almost touching

"...how have you been?" I finally said, breaking the silence

"Lonely, but okay"

I looked away.I honestly felt really bad for him, after all he did loose every one that was part of his family
"I'm sorry about Jessie and Sam"

"...ill be fine. We have to learn to loose people around us now a days"

I curled my lip in and turned to face him and he did the same. I held in my breath as he was leaning closer to me. His hand slowly moving to my leg.
I gulped as he came closer until I could feel his breath on my face. I couldn't help it, so I moved my hand to the back of his head and placed his lips on mine, forcefully

The connection between us felt so right, it wasn't enough. I began moving myself forward against him. Slowly pushing him down