Diamond's pov So as I'm talking with my fam and Their lovers the door opens and Justin walks in "Hey can I talk to D for a minute" he says and I'm thinking please say no please say no I don't want to talk to him right know " yeah sure" they say dang it they should have said no I don't have time for yelling fight know "Ok so umm D Ik that I says this a lot but I am truly sorry that I cheated and missed Mel"s birth but I do love u and I guess I felt lonely bc we haven't had sex in a while" Justin say and all I can think of is that did he really just say that to me? Like that's all he's got "But I mean I was pregnant and I couldn't have sex even if I wanted to Justin and uk that but that still didn't give the right to cheat on me I have been nothing but loyal and this is wat I get in return" I say and as I was talking there were tears in my eyes and I just couldn't hold them back "Ik and I feel so bad for doing this to u and Mel if I could take it back I would but I can't" Justin tells me and I understand that he can't but he still did it "Idk Justin bc u always tell me you won't do it again but then u do and it's different know u have a child and a wife and u keep fucking up and it's hurting me really bad" I tell him "But D think about when we had our first date" Flashback Today is the day I go on my first date with Justin he is really sweet and caring "Hey I'm outside". Ok I'm coming know so for our date he is taking me to a carnival and then we are going out to eat then walk on the pier. We got on a roller coaster and it was really fun then we just walked around for a bit " are u ready for dinner my love" "yes I am" we went to a really expensive restaurant and I didn't want to go but he insisted then after we had a walk on the pier and before we left he picked me up and kissed me
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End of flashback
" that was the best day of my life Justin" I tell him " Ik baby girl and I just wish I can relive the moment and not cheat throughout our relationship u have been there for me and all I kept doing was Breaking your heart and I'm sorry" I had so many emotions going on I couldn't even talk "But bay I swear if I could go change that I would but I can't and I just want to be there for u and Mel but it seems like you don't need me" did he really just say I don't need him? Ik in damn well I need my husband here to help me deliver his baby but he didn't come "What do u mean I didn't need to bc ur the one who cheated I needed u here when I doubted my self about having Mel and ur mom was here not u when I needed someone u weren't there so don't say that I didn't need you all I wanted was to be a happy family" I semi- yell I wish I could yell all the way but I have a baby in my arms and I don't want to wake her up
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"You know wat D I'll see u later I need some fresh air" again he wants to walk out and not fix our problem like I can't keep doing this with him like he makes me want to get a divorce "Here we go again you leaving and not trying to fix the problem" he seemed mad after I said that but I can care less I just delivered his child and I have to argue with him "What do u want me to huh everything I am trying isn't working l" he yells at the top of his lungs he just pissed me off "Your going to stop yelling bc I have a sleeping baby in my arms so bring that tone all the way down all I wanted was for u to help me"
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" u said u wanted a divorce" he said and I'm thinking why would I want one I love him to much yeah me and him might argue but that's wat couples do and if I had to get one maybe I would but I won't " I never said that I said don't make me take this ring off and throw it somewhere and I didn't do that bc I love u and if I did want one I would have said I wanted one but I didn't I'm trying to make this work for Mel and me" I say while crying only crying bc I love him so much but I just can't forgive him the easily "Ik and I'm sorry for my temper I'm just mad a myself" I mean I understand he is and I want to help but I just can't right know I'm hurting more than him " Ik I understand that but please don't bring that around Mel she dosent need to hear u yelling" " Ik and I'm sry again so wat do u say" with all honesty I want to be with him again but I need to think I need to figure things out " I can't just jump back into this with u I need some time to think" I told him hoping he understands " ok think it over"
