Gaurence (book one of the Mystreet Book of Secrets)

Chapter 1 (Laurance)

my heart was going every where I didn't know what to feel why did I enjoy that damn kiss so much WHY CANT I STOP THINKING ABOUT IT
-Knocking on the door-
"hey Laurence can we talk" Garoth asked from the other side of the door *it was 10am the next morning after the big play*
w-why does he want to talk to ME out of all people maybe he wants to beat me up for what happened last night, no that's not like him, I didn't what him to think I was dead so I decided to finally answer I assumed he was long gone by now though
"yeah you can come in" I replied.
he opened the door and sat next to me on my bed my face started to turn bright pink but I hid it pretty well I may say so my self I also hid the hole me being shocked he was still waiting for me pretty well too
"what did you want to talk to me about?" I asked Garoth hoping it had nothing to do with last night
"I wanted to talk about last night, is that ok with you"
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO ITS NOT OK WITH ME I CANT STOP THINKING IF YOU AND YOur beautiful body and those lips, those lips calling my na- WAIT NO NO i really didn't want to talk about it but I could tell that Garoth did so I did the right thing
"Yeah it's fine with me what about last night did you want to talk about?" I asked Garoth still hoping it was not to do with the kiss
"Well, T-The K-kiss" he said looking down playing with his fingers
WHY IRENE DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH MAYBE I SHOULD JUST SAY I DONT WANT SOMETHING TO HAPPEN WHEN I REALLY DO WANT THAT OR SAY I WANT SOMETHING I REALLY DONT WANT I think I was going so crazy that I couldn't even understand MY OWN THOUGHTS
"Oh um yeah I thought we weren't going to talk about that I thought we would just forget about it" I answered
I didn't know what I wanted more one for this conversation to end or two for him to kiss me OH WAIT MAYBE I SHOULDN'T CHOISE ONE BECAUSE EVERYTHING I WANT DOESN'T HAPPEN! I really need to stop
"Yeah well I...kind of... Can't stop..thinking of ...you I MEAN not like you...are...um...like ...yo-" Garoth was cut off by me kissing him he was just so damn cute when he is nervous that little British voice was like ahhhhhh I can't even explain it!