Chapter 16
Finns pov :
I woke up to hear Rachels voice,
"I'm afraid to lose him God so please don't take him away from me . I need him , I can't live without him, I love him." She cried.
I squeeze her hand lightly and opened my eyes to see her. She looked at me and smiled ,
"Finn?" She asked me.
I couldn't speak well so I squeezed her hand again. She smiled in amazement and started to cry uncontrollably and then leaped into my arms.
"I thought I lost you. Don't you ever scare me like that again , you hear me Finn Hudson?" She asked me.
I nodded and held her tightly in my arms .
(Later )
We were in the hospital room waiting for the doctor. Rachel and I were both silent. I knew she would want to say something and so did I.
"You didn't have to come you know." I told her.
She looked at me suprised and then she sat up and came to my bed,
"No I didn't, but I did. " She told me.
"Why? " I asked her.
"Finn when I got that call that something had happenes to you my heart just about dropped into my stomach and I thought I had lost you, and the thought of losing you without telling you how I feel it killed me . Not knowing how you felt though it would've destroyed me. " She told me.
"You know how I feel about you Rach. It's been the same way I've always felt about you since the moment we met. The question is how do you feel about me?" I asked her.
She looked down at her feet and got up ,
"I'm going to go to the cafeteria do you want anything?" She asked me.
"Answer the question Rachel." I demanded.
"No I can't." She said.
"God damnit Rachel just answer the damn question! How do you feel about me?" I demanded.
She looked at me and said,
"You know Finn , you already know that I'm with Brody so why do you keep pushing me ? I love Brody , Finn! I am engaged to Brody not you!" She yelled at me.
"You could've been though! I proposed to you and you said no so don't give me that I didn't love you bullshit because I did and I still do!" I yelled furiously at her.
"AND I LOVE YOU TOO GOD DAMNIT FINN!" She yelled angrily.
"I love you Finn!" She yelled at me, "I love you so much that it hurts me to know that you think I don't! I ran here when I heard you got hurt because losing you Finn is like losing a part of myself and I....I...I can't live without you Finn Hudson because you are everything to me . " She told me.
She began to cry and I sat up walked over to her and kissed her passionatly on the lips.
"You never will ever have to live without me Rachel Berry." I told her.
She looked at me and hugged me tightly .
"Come to New York with me Finn." She proposed.
I looked at her ,
"What?" I asked her.
"After you leave here come back with me to New York . I'll leave Brody , I'll break off the engagement and we can be together." She told me.
"Are you serious?" I asked her.
"As serious as anything. I love you and my life wouldn't be complete without you." She said.
"Okay. " I said smiling.
She smiled and said,
"Okay."
