Chapter 30
(2 months later )
Rachels pov:
Its been two months since Finn went to rehab for his PTSD and all I want is for him to come back home. I feel so lonely in this house by myself and sure I have my friends but with Quinn having cancer and Brittney and Santana trying to adopt a baby I don't want to bother anyone with my problems. All I want is for Finn to come home I'm seven months preganant and I just want him back, I miss him . I do get to see him when we have counseling together but that's every two weeks. I just need my husband back. Today I have my first birthing class and I'm going to be all by myself because Quinn and Puck have an appointment for chemo and Brittney and Santana have an appointment with the adopting agency. Anyway I was in the kitchen when I got a call from Finn.
"Hello?" I said.
"Rachel!" He said happily.
"Hey baby I miss you. " I said.
"I miss you too, so whats going on?" He asked me.
I wanted to tell him , I wanted to tell him I need him and I missed him , I need to tell him,
"Ugh nothing much just hanging out. " I said lying .
"Come on Rach, I know you." He said.
"Okay well I have my first baby class today ." I said.
"Oh wow , that's great. " He said.
"Yeah I just wanted you to be there." I told him.
He sighed and said,
"Rach, you know I want to be there." He said.
"Then come with me. " I said.
"I wish I could, I just can't. " He said.
I got frustrated,
"You know what it's fine I'll just go by myself." I said.
"No Rachel wait." He said.
"Finn , I know you're trying to get better for the baby and me and you but I miss you and I know it sounds selfish but I want you back. I need you with me. " I told him.
"I know I'm sorry. " He said.
"Just forget it." I said and hung up.
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Xoxoxo,
Natalie .
