The journey of Stydia

Insecurity

Lydia's POV

It was over. I had officially gone psycho. My counselling appointment had just finished and I was so upset that I didn't want to talk about it . I ran to my car and let my emotions control me.

Stiles POV
As I was walking through the school parking lot at night, I noticed that Lydia was crying. "Hey Lydia, what's wrong?" She wound up her window. I knocked "Just go away! Look I don't need anyone seeing me cry!" She sobbed. "Ugh, come on Lydia, you shouldn't care if anyone sees you cry!" I said "why?". "Because I think you look really beautiful when you cry". She wound down the window.

"Your gonna think your crazy" she said, what a stupid thing to say. "Lydia, if you trust me on anything you can trust me on this, there is NOTHING that you could say to me that would make you sound crazy!". She continued sobbing as I asked for her to wait for 5 minutes and ran off. After I left, I was distracted by a killer kanima and Derek. Unfortunately I had never made it back.

This whole Kanima thing was driving me insane! Scott and the pack kept telling me that there was a possibility that Lydia was the Kanima. I couldn't believe it, Scott out of all people was going against me. "She's not, I know Lydia, She's sweet and innocent and she would never hurt a fly." That's when Isaac came into the picture.

As Isaac and Erica walk through the door, Scott and I immediately protect Lydia. As Isaac went to grab Lydia, Scott shifted to scare Isaac. Isaac moved closer "You can't protect her Scott, not with Stiles at least" he laughed sarcastically. " if you harm one perfect strawberry blonde hair on her head I will turn your little werewolf ass into a fur coat and give it to Lydia as a birthday present".

Even after sticking up for her, after everything I've done she still wouldn't want me. At her birthday party, surprisingly i was invited! I walked around her house and mingled cuz I'm single like a Pringle , see what I did there. Anyway, I heard her scream and I ran over with Scott. "Great, I'm in love with a nutcase!" Scott laughed as he talked to Lydia.

Lydia's POV

At a lacrosse game, Stiles played and so did Scott. As stiles ran down the field I couldn't help notice his big brown eyes glowing through his helmet. They weren't glowing as in Scott the werewolf glowing but it was more of a shimmer in the light. Scott had the ball and he passed it through to Stiles right before the goal. Stiles paused for a minute, looked down at the ball and shot it right into the net. "wooooooooooh" I applauded his great performance and smiled at him.

The game buzzer went off, the crowd went wild until suddenly the lights turned off. "Aaaaahhhh" someone screamed and the lights came back on. Jackson was laying on the ground and stiles was gone.

Stiles POV

Someone grabbed me and shoved me in a car. Next thing I knew I was being pushed down a staircase and punched by Allisons Grandad. I ran home only to find my dad in my room, worried sick. I hugged him as he went on about what he would do to anyone who did this to me.

Later that night I was laying in bed when I heard a knock on the door. "dad I said I'm fine" I mumbled as he knocked again. I got up to answer the door "Come on dad, how many times" i said as I opened the door. I see Lydia with her strawberry blonde hair and tears in her eyes standing in my doorway. "Hi" she said nervously, "hi" I replied worried. "Your father let me in" she said "He did?".

L: "What happened to your..."
S: "Oh uh.. Yeah, no, it's nothing. Don't worry about it uh I'm fine".
L: "oh..."
S: "do you wanna come in"

She walks into my room, tears filling her eyes. "How you doing?" I asked politely as I listen to hear heavy breathing. "They won't let me see him.." She continued crying "I'm supposed to give him something, he kept asking for it back". She held a key in her hand and I walked her over to my bed. "Sorry I didn't have any tissues" I felt stupid as I handed her a role of toilet paper. "It's fine" she said as she sniffled "God I am such a mess." She said as she rubbed the smudged mascara from under her beautiful eyes. 'Ding' my phone went off, "God, you have seventeen missed messages from Scott" she said as I told her that I already knew. "You're ignoring him?" She questioned me. "No, No I mean not really".

She gets up and walked over to my drawers. "Why do you have women's jewellery?" She asked smiling, "oh!" I stood up immediately "Uh, nothing, it's just some stuff i bought you know, for your birthday."
She looked confused "For.. Me?" she looked at me, "yeah, I just, I kinda didn't know what to get you, so I just bought you like a bunch of stuff. Like a lot of stuff. You know, I was gonna return anything that I didn't give you.". She laughs and smiles at me still with tears in her eyes."A flat screen tv?" She says sarcastically. "Yeah that I'm definitely returning" I laughed as she gets a text message. She gasps "your gonna want to read this" she shows me the phone. Jackson is covered in kanima venom. "How much do you know about this stuff?" I asked meaning the werewolves and kanimas. "Pieces, half of it is like a dream" she said, "well guess what, the other half is like a freaking nightmare". "I don't care. I can help him" she whimpers. "See that's the problem, you don't care about getting hurt, but you know how I'll feel? I'll be devastated. And if you die, I will literally go out of my freaking mind! You see that doesn't happen to you, Lydia. It happens to everyone around you, okay? To all the people left standing at your funeral, trying to figure out how they're gonna live the rest of their lives now with out you in. It? Huh? And look at my face huh? You actually think this was meant to hurt me?" She looks at me with a scared look in her eyes. "Um.... I'm so sorry " I said, "it's ok" she explained even though I could tell she didn't mean it. "I'll find him myself" she said as she walked out of my room."Hey Lydia wait "