It was a normal day for the young star athlete. His classes had gone great and his day was running smooth. He was heading home after practice when he remembered he forgot something in his locker. He was making his way over when he heard bickering. He stops as the voices become clearer. He stays closes to the wall as he slowly peeks over. As he thought the voices belong to Farkle and Riley.
"You couldn't just forget like that Riley!" Farkle say as he shuts her locker
"Well I did! Okay get over it because I did" she says opening her locker
"Feelings don't go away just like that" shaking his head
"I never had them Farkle! I confused myself" she says taking out her stuff
"Riley! Look at me and tell me your not still in love with Lucas"
He mouth falls open as his eyes widen. He feels his heart beat faster. Please say please say yes. He quickly shakes his thoughts away. He chose Maya that's the right thing. But why couldn't he just leave.
"I. DONT LOVE HIM. I never did" she says sternly Turing to face fake
He feels his body broke down as pain shoots the through him. What the hell
"So all those moments meant nothing? Election Day? The day you met him? Your first date and kiss? Meant nothing?"Farkle says eyeing her
"They meant something for a friendship! Nothing more Farkle. The day I met him I fell on him that was really awkward, Election Day was just him thanking me for his friends video. The date and kiss was horrible! It made us be all awkward."
He feels himself slowly slide down the wall as her words slowly cut him like knives. Those where there moments! How!? How could she just forget!? No no she couldn't have
"What about the library?"
"He told me his stories like a friend-
"No Riley! Moments before when me and maya were talking. You two had a moment. That started everything. Does it really not mean anything?"
He watches her from behind the wall. He pledges as he watches her.
"Please. Please say I means something please" he whispers to him self
"It meant nothing Farkle. I'm not sure we even looked at each other. It was a silly unimportant moment for us. We connect as friends nothing more. I never had feelings for him and I will never have feelings for him. I'm glad his with Maya maybe we won't be awkward"
Farkle grabs her by her shoulders staring at her looking for the he lie but nothing was found
"Oh my gosh you not lying"
"Told you. Now come I would like to go home."
He watches as they leave. His hand on his chest as he feels extreme pain. His vision becomes blurry as the tears start to form. His fist clench as he makes his way to him locker and punches it with all his anger. How!? How could she say those moments meant nothing! When every day he relives them when he feels himself getting lost. She couldn't! She couldn't just forget.
No.. She doesn't mean it. Wait Lucas stop..
"Lucas are you okay?"
He turns to see his "girlfriend" the girl he should be with. The blonde with the beautiful eyes. The one he chose but and the moment his wishes she had brown eyes
"I'm fine" he hisses
"You don't look fine"
"IM FINE! Okay I have to go" he says as he slams his locker. As he speeds walks out of the places. He had somewhere to be and someone to yell at.
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He arrives at her bay window as he quickly climbs through without even asking. He sees her working at her desk her back to him.
"How could you!" He yells making her jump
"What the hell Lucas! You scared me!" She yells
"How could you!" He yells again staring her down
"What are you talking about!" She yells crossing her arms
"How could you say! It meant nothing!? It meant so much more!? Why are you acting like it didn't"
"Okay first of all I have no idea what your talking about! Als-
He cuts her off with his screams "I'm taking about US! OUR moments! Riley how could you say they meant nothing!
"They meant friendship that's-
"NO!!! They didn't mean friendship! They meant so much more! Ever single one of them!" He yells
She about to speak but he continues to talks as his emotions take control of him as he remembers everything his tried to push back
"It was the first time that I saw you, I'd never seen anything so perfect.I remember thinking that I had to have you, or get to know because of I didn't I would of misses out." he say as he smiles through this tears
"Then you whispered you loved me when we were in Texas. And I know you wanted it to mean a brotherly love. But I know it didn't mean that I could hear it in your voice. That I believed we would be okay. That we could be okay!" He says running his hands through his hair
"Because even when you said we didn't think of us as more I knew! I knew that you did. That that I love you was more and I had peace because I knew that no matter what happened from that day on, nothing could ever be that bad, because I had you. That you would always be there."
"Lucas I meant it as a brother-
"Stop! Stop saying it means that because it doesn't! Stop saying you feel nothing because this is stronger than both of us" he yells as he points between them
"It was a silly crush-"
"STOP! It isn't a silly crush! Do you know how much I try making her be you! How much I try everyday not to picture her as you?! Riley every dam day I wish it was you!" He yells as his tears fall. His brain telling him to stop but he just couldn't
"I was so dam angry that you won't fight for this that I just let myself move along. I let myself try to forget you because I was so angry that you would lie to me! Lie about how you felt and you keep lying" he say as he moves closer to her
"Lucas look, your with Maya and you guys are really perfect. We will always be friends but what we had wasn't real. You probably just confused -"
"No! No! I'm not confused! Riley don't you get it! Don't you get what I feel for you!" He pulls her to him as he rest his forehead on hers taking in her warmth and smell. That he missed so much.
" I don't know how to handle it I've tried so hard to forget you but I will never forget. I let my anger and people push me away from you but Riley look at me" he says as he rises her face to meet his gaze
"Lucas stop! You don't know what your saying!" She says trying to push away
"Yes.. Yes I do" he says as he captures her lips with his
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Vampiros"The promise that love could be eternal.." "There's nothing more I could ever want.. other than for it to last forever, but it can't...". (Girl meets The Vampire diaries! Yes it is a cross over )
