Just The Four Of Us

Ch. 1: "quirky-fandom-consumed-geek"

Hey I'm Hannah, or a quirky-fandom-consumed-geek. Youngest of three sisters. One in medical school, one graduating high school with a presidential scholarship to college for engineering, and me. Growing up, it's always been a lot to keep up with. I keep my standards for myself high and try to surpass the achievements of my older siblings in order to be seen as "good enough" in my mind. It's funny though. My parents have never been oppressive or strict. It's like I've created a cookie cutter mold for myself out of what I've seen my sisters grow to be. I guess that's where my anxiety got its roots from. I've kept my grade level no lower than a 4.0, included myself in extracurriculars like choir and student government, and worked to be put in advanced classes. Sometimes there's advantages from being smart and sometimes I wish I didn't care as much as everyone else. Maybe then I could make friends easier. I had two close friends growing up, one who I basically considered family, and one who moved to Georgia in my fourth year of school. There's been some good people who have came and went, but no one who I can just spill everything to. If you don't count a journal of course, because it seems like those yellowing pages are the only ones who listen.

A/N
So there's me in a nutshell. I probably could've gone on but it's kinda hard to fit a life story into less than 1000 words. But anyway, next chapters include the background on the other nerds that I call friends. And btw I'm about to cry over the Hamilton Soundtrack like mmmMMMYHEART. I love Lafayette.
So much.
So actually much.
~Han Ban❥