I found my love (Steve x Bucky/ winter soldier)

THE TEAM FINDS OUT.

HEY GUYS SO NEW CHAPTER WOO HOO HERE WE GO

STEVE POV(2016)

it had been a month and we had kept us dating a secret I know it's wrong but I didn't want any one badgering me and Bucky like oh oh whens the wedding or let us help move your stuff in with Bucky or let us help us move his stuff into your apartment in the avengers tower and stuff like that but it was becoming harder to keep it a secret I mean the team didn't leave to much any more and it took a lot of saying oh we're out of this and handing it down to Bucky so he can eat it or chug it and sometimes we both do that any way so today the avengers were leaving the tower for a hole week and just me and Bucky were staying just because they were going to some where I didn't want to go I mean the world wasn't in danger or any thing so that was a plus and they were taking Hannah as well who started warming up to every one including Bucky any way they were getting in the elevator and we were waving good bye and then the doors shut. ok their gone. yep and I will love being able to do what ever we want. I looked at Bucky. except for that I mean that's for married people. he said I nodded my head in relief that we could be all like oh babe hand me the pancakes or sweets hand me my shield it needs to be cleaned or hey baby where did you put the tools to fix my arm it's not working properly and I could move in with Bucky no problem with out every one over my shoulder asking what the heck are you doing spangled boy as Hannah calls me to annoy me some times any way and I would bring up moving in with him at dinner any way so I walked down to the kitchen to see Bucky cooking that was something he was good at. hey babe. he said glancing at me. hey Buck. I stopped and breathed in. what are you making? I asked. oh just something that I can make with out yea know making to big of a mess. he said with a slight smile. he then grabbed two plates. you sit down. he said. but I can. Steven don't even argue. he said joking. fine. I said pretending to pout. this was going to be great any way after a few minutes he sat a plate of spaghetti down in front of me he then sat his plate down and went back and got two glasses of water after that he sat down. so how does it feel to finally be alone? great. I said. oh um I've been meaning to talk to you about something. ok what is it? he said he then put some spaghetti in his mouth. since we are dating now and stuff I thought I could maybe move in with you. I said he then started choking. oh Bucky you ok? he nodded and gave me a robotic thumbs up. you just shocked me. he said after swallowing. I just I don't know Steve. he said kinda giving me that side glance. right I mean you want your space and I understand that. I said looking down at my plait I had taken a few bites but he dipped a lot or that's how I would play it off. hey I'm kinda done with this spaghetti I had a big lunch so I'm just gonna go and do something. I said I wiped my mouth and stood up. o-okay. he said I was on the stair case by now. bye babe. he said a little hurt.

BUCKY POV

crap I made Steve upset I didn't mean to I just I don't know I thought he didn't want the avengers finding out or something I just I couldn't help but wonder why he wanted to move in I mean yea we are dating but I just I don't sleep at all any more I can't even pretend to sleep any time I close my eyes I see them doing horrible things(them being hydra) and I don't want to see that and if he moves in he'll find out and I don't know how he will react to the fact his boyfriend doesn't sleep so that's why I don't exactly want him to move in but I also want him to I had to make this right I knew he was upset I didn't know if he was angry or sad or what it was hard to read Steve sometimes that's when I realized I had made him that way I stood and walked to the training room I then saw some punching bags I started punching those but I lost it I walked to a wall and then some wet stuff came out of my eyes I wiped it away with my right hand that was still flesh it was wet. what? I muttered it continued to happen I started to panic not by what ever this stuff was but like what if Steve hates me now or what if he doesn't want to be my boyfriend any more  what if he will never speak to me again it became hard to breath I was taking short breaths unable to stop my self I punched the wall and not with my robotic hand no the one that was very flesh and  had bones it hurt a little but it didn't bother me I punched the wall again repeatedly that's when I herd it. BUCKY!! BUCKY STOP! I felt arms around me I tried fighting and squirming away but I couldn't the person fell back wards but they didn't care I knew it was Steve no one else was here. Bucky just calm down... what happened? no just let me go I. I couldn't say any thing else. Bucky what happened? by this time he had let go and he was facing me but I just looked down and let my hair get in my face. Bucky talk to me. no. I muttered. Bucky look at me. I just scooted away and hugged my knees he moved to me. Bucky look at me. I wouldn't I just leaned the side of my face on my arm.

STEVE POV

he was angry with me he wouldn't look at me I felt tears coming on. Bucky look at me pleas. a slight whimper excepted and that started the crying I sniffled and his head shot up he put his hair behind his ears. Steve no don't do that. he his eyes began to water. I'm sorry Steve I-I didn't mean to. he said he started crying as well. what happened? I asked. I don't know I just started to panic and then that happened. he said and his tears became worse which made me cry as well we became a crying mess he finally reached for me as soon as I reached up for his hand he jerked my into his lap and hugged me. I'm so sorry Steve I'm sorry. hey you didn't do any thing wrong Bucky you panicked about something and that's fine. no I mean for making you upset you can move in if you want I don't care as long as you promise don't leave me like this again. ok I promise. we sat like this for a few minutes then we went and moved my stuff into his apartment.

BUCKY POV(TWO DAYS LATER)

me and Steve were sitting on the couch playing Mario cart and lets just say he was winning. on your left Bucky. no you don't. I said ramming his car with my bike I got in front of him then a blue shell came and hit me. what did you just blue shell me?!? yep there are no friends or a good caring boyfriend in Mario cart. oh yea? yea. ok. I said I then crawled into his lap facing him. how about tat now you can't see where your going. aw no fair but I can lean around you. I moved into his view of the TV. Bucky what are you doing? he asked laughing I paused the game we both just looked at each other then we leaned in his lips brushed mine I then tilted my head just a hair and leaned in and kissed him he at first acted like he didn't know what to do but then he just kissed back we then parted he leaned his four head on mine. I have been wanting to do that for a while now. he said lightly. me too Steve me too. I answered back he then leaned back in and he not me he took it up a notch I felt his tongue run across my bottom lip. what the heck Steve? i thought but didn't argue who knew the once small kid knew how to make out then that's when it went bad. OH MY GOSH STEVE AND BUCKY STEVE AND BUCKY!!!!!!!! i herd Hannah yell. OH GOSH SOME ONE COVER HER EYES NOW! Nat ordered. I TOLD YOU BANNER I TOLD YOU THEY WERE FREAKING GAY FOR EACH OTHER! NOW GIVE ME TWENTY BUCKS NOW LIKE YOU PROMISED! oh god this is why i didn't want them to know. he mumbled we had stopped with the little miner make out session and i fell back wards so i was on the floor he was still sitting there. how long?!? i herd Sam pipe up. uh well we just that wasn't what oh god Buck. don't look at me I just eww Steve how could you?!? i said trying to make it look like he was the one who kissed me and that there was nothing like he said to. HOW LONG?!? Sam yelled a us he came to the front of the group i stood up and Steve did to. for a month almost two now. and you didn't tell us. sorry we just didn't think we should right now. I said. ok you know what it's all good we all knew something was up I mean come on Steve you shoving food in his mouth to get us out of here. he blushed. by the who ever made the casserole that was amazing. thanks. Hannah said. so you guys aren't mad? Steve asked. no of cores not Steve. any way after that we all hung out playing Mario cart and Hannah won all the round we played cause that kid knew every short cut but it turned out ok after all