Time isn't enough

Prologue:

love is surprising.

love is amazing.

love is something we just can't easily get.

love is when you shed a tear but still want it.

love is sacrificing whatever it takes.

Love is what I felt when I met him.

But in also unexpected reason....

love is also gave methe hard choice in my life.

I gave love but all I got is heartache.

I give happiness to him but all I got in return is pain.

I want him to fight not just for me but also for himself.

I wanted to be strong for the both of us.

Cause without him my life is nonsense at all.

I gave all just him to be always in my side but I guess I can't dictate destiny or even god.

Life is unfair sometimes.

Life is mean.

But we have to accept whatever life thrown us cause it will made us stronger each time.

Can I just wish just a little more time for me to say goodbye?

Would God give me a chance to make him happiero just a little more?

I guess so.

I hope so.

I wish.

I wish really hard.

Cause...........

time isn't enough for me to say goodbye.

Time will not always be enough for me to let go of him.

Time always not be enough for me to forget him.

And time isn't always enough......................

for my love to fade away.