Her Sister ... His Brother

chapter 5: the hell am i doing

Emily Kinney aka Candice Reed

So I have been watching the walking dead and I loved Emily Kinney (beth) but just like all my favorite characters they killed her so imma make her crystals sister Candice. 😂😂

Here is chapter 5 enjoy 😁😁

Crystal's POV

So I skipped school today because I was going through some shit and I didn't want to be around anyone. Not even Matt. I went to a near by lake that I have enjoyed going to ever since I was like 6 years old. Any who I turned my phone off so no one would bother me and I knew for a fact Matt would text me.

I just needed some time alone to think and not have anyone influence what I am thinking and what I am feeling so I came here alone and just sat doing on the grass and thought. I thought about how my parents love my sister more than me for many different reasons I am not in the mood to mention right now.

I thought about my true feelings for Matt. That topic just made me feel like a jerk and I didn't know what to do with my feeling for Matt. Of course I loved him, but that blazing intense love we once had is more like friend live now. I know I'm the worst but its true the spark isn't there anymore and I don't think I should prolong anything with him.

Although on the other hand, Matt is the perfect choice for a boyfriend. He is super sweet and trustworthy and caring and I know he would never do anything to hurt me, plus he isn't lacking in equipment size if you know what I mean. Simply he can get the job done. But it just getting the job done all I want.

I want something more intense, I need someone who can always keep me on the edge of my seat and have me dripping wet in seconds. Plus I don't want to go my whole life with only fucking one boy. I'm the hottest girl in school and yet I have only ever been with one guy in my whole life. Isn't that boring? It is isn't it? I think so.... Is it???

Thinking about Matt made my head hurt and made me more upset. I was already fuming mad because of what happen this morning with my sister.

Candice used up my entire supply of glitter glue and I needed some for my class assignment due tomorrow. I told mom and dad and they didn't even care. This one time I stole her eraser and they grounded me for a month and a half. She uses my whole pack of glitter glue (which I need!!!!) And they don't even warn her not to do it again. I mean I know they love her more, but they can at least remember they have another daughter.

Anyway fuck that bitch, she isn't worth me thinking about her. Fuck that little miss perfect wonna be barbie reject. She dyed her hair blonde because barbie has blonde hair (I think).

Uggghhh why am I still thinking about her."Next topic please!!!" I groan out to no one in particular because I was alone.

I layer back in the grass and suddenly a thought of tom flashed through my head. I don't know why but when it did a little blush started to rise in my cheeks. He wasn't even around I just blushed because I thought about him. Dafuq is wrong with me.

More and more thought of tom kept flooding into my mind. At first it was just simple thing like the fact that I'm the only one that calls him tom, because he hates it not even Matt can call him tom, yet he lets me call him tom. Then I started thinking what he would look like naked. I smiled to myself bringing my knees up to the sky and twirling a few strands of my hair.

I was picturing how perfect his body might be. He looks like he has well defined abs and he must have one of those happy trails and that v shaped muscle thing that leads down into boys pants. I thought about his big strong arms, and how great it would feel to be picked up in those arms and how his muscles would flex so sexily if he used them to push me up and down on his dick. Then I thought how amazingly sexy it would be if I could lick ice cream off every inch of every muscle on his body and I mean every muscle.

I thought about how big he must be. Matt was pretty big so I'm guessing it runs in the family and he is older than Matt so his should be bigger. I wonder how great it would feel if he stretched me out with his huge rod.

I didn't realize that I was fondling my breast until I opened my eyes and looked at the position I was in. I had on hand on my breast pinching my nipple and the other hand was down in my sweat pants squeezing the areas that sent more pleasure up to my brain. I was butting my bottom lip and overall the way I was lying in the grass was just so inappropriate it was like I was posing for the cover of playboy magazine. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING. I scolded myself.

I unwillingly sat up and fixed my hair and my shirt making my self look presentable again. I sighed loudly (not lime anyone can hear me). I sighed again and pouted thinking over everything again and about how my life sucked.

I turned on my iPhone and when it was on my notifications started going Haywire. I smirked a little to myself. Duuhhh bitch I'm popular people are definitely gonna miss me if I skip school. Only 2 names stuck out to me, they were Matt and Mandy.

I had like 50 messages from Matt so I didn't even open up his chat room. I texted Mandy and told her I was fine and that if Matt asked her to tell him I'm fine.

Turning my phone back off I stood up and went to the edge of the lake to skip stones. I was pretty good at it. I could make the stone do up to ten jumps at most. When ever my family and I used to come here I would show off to them and Candice would get upset cause she couldn't do it. Ha!!!! Miss perfect couldn't do something I could. Yaaasssss

After a perfect 6 rounds of stone skipping I went back and lay in the grass and closed my eyes

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Hahahaha!!!! Chapter 5 hope u guys love it. It was boring I no, but this was just to do a little character building for crystal.

Next chapter is going to be short but I am going to finish 2 chapters by the end of tonight so I really hope u guys like this.

Be prepared for a little heated scene next chapter. *winkwink* *smirk*