I Love You

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Ludwig's P.O.V (for the first time in forever~)

The anxiety was eating away at my soul! How could I possibly let my guard down?! There are gangs and mafias all over the world, targeting me and my success! I was so stupid! Now they have Feli and I can't do a thing about it.

I don't know who took him, I don't know if he's alright, I don't know if he'll still be alive by the time Ivan gets to him. Usually Ivan is a last ditch effort but I don't want to take any chances! Alfred, Arthur, Francis, Yang, they all do marvelous on the jobs I send them on but Ivan, Ivan does the best. Feliciano Vargas is the love of my life and I will no longer deny it! As long as he's still out there, still in their grasp, I'll do anything to get him back.

This isn't a good thing. Our love. I actually fell in love. Who would've fucking thought that I, the lonely and grumpy CEO would find love within a misunderstood prostitute. The worse part is also the best. I genuinely love him. I'd give up all of my success and fortune for him. That's were all of my opposer's want me.

Someone knocked at my door, I motion them in but continue my nervous pacing. I don't care anymore, I have the strongest of desires to punch a wall out of frustration. It was killing me! Was Feli alright? Was he hurt? Who touched him? Who dared to put their hands on him? Only I can do that... Well... With his permission.

"Ludwig!" Snapping out of my trance, I swivel around to come face to face with Kiku and my brother, Gilbert. Why was Gilbert here? I don't remember him calling to tell us in advance.

"Yes... Brother, why are you here?" Mustering the gentlest of tones at the moment, I look back to the door way. Antonio and another brunette are standing there calmly. I charge at the unspecified brunette and spin him around. With much disappointment, I realize that this man isn't Feli. Looks like him but isn't him.

"Bastard! Why the fuck are you fucking touching me with your shitty hands!" A stream of curses flew out of his mouth, Antonio began chuckling lightly as the man cursed away. His English was as clear as mine- it had an accent, an Italian accent. Like Feli's only deeper.

"This isn't Feli, this is his brother Lovi. I can see why you were confused though, they look alike," my brother explained, pulling me away from the identical Italian.

"Oh..." I say sadly.

"Ludwig, we can't stay here. The mafia is still out there. That was only one base. Ivan may be strong but he can't take them all out at once," The information required from Kikuwas useless. It didn't tell me a thing about Feli.

"I'm surprised your not freaking out. Your face is completely blank and void of emotion. Too void..." Antonio commented, placing a supporting hand on my shoulder. I had almost forgotten that I showed no emotion if I wasn't with Feli. He's the only one who can make me smile, laugh, feel happiness. Maybe that's why I'm freaking out.

"Not freaking out... Not Freaking Out huh? I'm about to rip every last mafia member's limbs apart if I don't get my Feli back in an hour! I'm falling apart at the seams, and the worst part? WE DON'T KNOW A THING ABOUT THE MAFIA. ALL WE DID WAS TELL IVAN TO GO AND FIND HIM!!! HE MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE FOUND A LEAD!!!" My outburst caused everyone to take a step back but after taking a deep breath, I felt somewhat better.

Bottled emotions will drive you crazy if you don't let them out.

"Actually, we were successful in locating their bases and finding ouy what their name was. It doesn't have a name, all it goes by is the Italian mafia. That's it. They have bases all over and they have strength in both number, strategy, and power," Kiku informed despite the slight quiver in his tone, telling me that he was a tad bit frightened. "Luckily, the base Feli was being stored in wasn't that strong on any if such so Ivan should be arriving soon."

Relief overcame me and I exhaled deeply. I've been so worried, I didn't know love was like this. I didn't know love made you vulnerable.

The door bell rang and instead of allowing Kiku to welcome the newcomers, I took off down the hall, not once looking back.

*Feli's P.O.V*

The car ride was exhausting, boring, and extremely long. We held multiple conversation topics to entertain ourselves. Thanks to such, I knew both men in the car better than when I had boarded the vehicle.

Extending my arms out above my head, I stretch properly, twisting my hips and shaking out my legs. Ivan began to walk up the steps and once he reached the top, he rang the door bell. Seborga was tense, nervous almost. He probably wasn't used to such places as this.

Suddenly, loud thumpings could be heard. From where, I don't know. They were quick and urgent. And just like that, in the blink of an eye, the front doors burst open. A certain blond charged at me with the most desperate of expressions. He didn't slow down and tackled me to the ground, arms wrapping around my waist as his head buried into the crook of my neck.

It was sweet and romantic. I didn't know he cared this much. Falling in love with him was a red light but despite all of the warnings, I still fell. A wet substance began to trail down my Adam's apple, reaching my collar bone. Glancing down, I was rather surprised to find Ludwig crying. They were tears of joy and his grip on me tightened.

"I know we're broken and you probably don't love me, but please, promise me you'll never leave me again!" His call of distress warmed my heart. He wasn't all fuck and ditch as I expected him to be. He wasn't all stubborn and stoic as I had seen. He was Ludwig and that was good enough for me.

"I promise, Mi Amore."

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