Piece 3: Unavoidable Mistakes

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Piece 3: Unavoidable Mistakes

The stubborn girl that I swore I would be

Lives no more in my identity

The first promise I made to myself is broken

And my mind that I kept hidden is stolen.

The bad girl I was before lives no more

The idea of frustrating you is burnt to the core

Because no matter what I do to you

You’re always so disgusting and say “That’s why I love you”.

That charming smile I hate the most is not a piece of my living

Those mischievous eyes and your style so fly are appealing.

I watch your moves but the only thing now they do

Is hit me hard and make me fall for you.

These unavoidable mistakes will sink me in the sea

I used to underestimate you but now I see

The cheesy things you said came straight from your heart

How could you be so disgusting boy and love me from the start?

The way I looked at you used to be evil glares

But now everything glitters and tell me why I stare.

You look so different than you did before

And tell me why I wish to see you more and more?

Isn’t it frustrating how you put your arm around me and I don’t say a word?

Boy, what’s happening to me or else I’d say “Ew, that’s absurd”.

What’s the magic that you’ve done to me?

I am captured now but I used to be so free.

These unavoidable mistakes will sink me in the sea

I used to underestimate you but now I see

The cheesy things you said came straight from your heart

How could you be so disgusting boy and love me from the start?

Should’ve been more careful and aware

Of what you would do when you’d be there

Always with me and I can’t find a way to escape.

Escape the feeling when you’re so far away.

I feel so hollow on the inside

Don’t want you to escape my sight.

I hate to say but you were right

And I’m sorry to pick up meaningless fights.

Can’t believe what I’m saying but this is it.

I fell for your stupid and wasteful shit.

I’m still a bit of what I was before.

Don’t think I’m not the one I was anymore.

I’m still that little evil I used to be

So beware of how you handle me

I’m not the one you can tie up all the time

And remember you’re with me, only as long as I want you mine.

These unavoidable mistakes will sink you in the sea.

I used to underestimate you and now you see

Those things I’ve been doing from the star

Were only to break and shatter your heart. 

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