Will the fear stay or go?

Chapter 7 The subway station

Oh goody goody gumdrops. Today, Sen is taking me somewhere to begin our little help for me. I don't want to but she is dragging me to do it, literally. She is literally dragging me by my jacket collar. I don't like it but u guess I have choice. She also blindfolded me, what a treat. We start in my house then we walk to a car and we drive for maybe 15 minutes. Once the car stops we get out and we start to walk, down. I feel a cold gust of air coming from the place we are going to. The light of the sun starts to fade out and a light of I think lightbulb shine instead. I don't feel very comfortable here. We stop an we stand for a few minutes. I hear lots and lots of voices. I don't want to know where we are but I have a felling I won't like it once I find out. Sen takes of the blindfold and I am blinded by the shining light in my face. As my eyes adjusted I see people everywhere. Where are we I don't want to be here I want to go home. I need to get out of this foul place!! I thought screaming at myself. But before I could even walk Sen grabs on to my arm and she stares at me with wide eyes. "Come on Fumi. This is for your own good." She says I really don't want to but I guess I have no choice. I hold on to Sen's shirt and she starts for the train. There are people bumping into us and I didn't want to be here. I want to go home. We get into the train and there aren't as many people. There were still people here and there I didn't mind that but what I did mind was the things around me. The seats the handles everything that everyone touches. I didn't want to touch anything. I just stood next to Sen as she sat on a seat. "You should really sit down or hold one of the handles. You may fall." She says with a concerning face. I shack my head and at that moment a man was trying to put his bag on the shelf thing. "Oh excuse me." He says. I just stood there with my eyes wide open in terror. I collapse to the ground, I feel sick. I want to get off. Sen I want to get off. "Hey is he ok?" "Ya he is fine. Hey we are going to get off at the next stop ok. Just hold on for a few more minutes." We get to the next subway station. Sen helps me up and I start to stumble around. She lets me lean on her and we walk out of the subway. My eyes are closed and my head is spinning. We start to walk up the stairs and when we reach the top and the sun shines bright in my closed eyes. I open them sleepily, how will we get home now. Sen puts me down on a bench and I sit there waiting for Sen to grad a cab for the way home. 5 minutes pass and we finally get a cab to get home. I'm feel sick I want to go home, I thought to myself as I start to drift off to sleep. What seem liked an hour was only 10 minutes in the car. Sen softly calls my name and I slowly wake up. "Fumi, we are at your house now." She says with a soft tone knowing that I am still half awake. We get out of the car and we pay the cab driver. I sluggishly get out my house keys and unlock the door. I don't take off my shoes nor my jacket I just go straight to the couch and land face first on to it. I here the door close and get locked by I don't look up to see it all happening. I once again fall asleep but this time with no interruptions.