Will the fear stay or go?

Chapter 1 The beginning

Hello to all the people of the outside world. I am Fumi, Fumi Fujioka. And I have a really big fear of germs. I've had a bad experience with germs. I was somewhere in elementary school when this happened so I may not remember all the details. Like I said before I was in elementary school and a really bad flu was going around. It was in the winter, I think. So anyway I was walking home from school with my older brother Jun and he started coughing. I didn't know what to do so I didn't do anything but cover my mouth. When we got home everything was great. I thought that Jun didn't get the flu and it was just something not as bad so that is when I thought nothing will get between me and my family. Everything will be ok. That is when I jinxed myself. The following few days my mom started to cough and then my dad and Jun just got worse. In a week my whole family was sick. They told me to pack up to stay with my grandparents. They said that everything will be ok and that they will be fine. I trusted them knowing that they were hopefully right. "Do u promise mom, do u promise that you guys will be ok?"
"I promise." And she gave me a smile. I couldn't see them for a whole week then I heard my grandparents talking about them. 'I don't think they are going to make it. They are in the hospital and getting worse by the day.' I couldn't believe that my family is getting worse. They said that they were going to get better. I couldn't sleep that night realizing that I can't do anything for them. Not anything to help them. The following day my grandma knocked on the door and looking very sad like she was crying all night. She sat at the edge of the bed and she started to talk in a very sad voice.
" Fumi, you know that your family loves you and they would never leave you alone right?" I nodded in fear.
" And you know that they would have done everything in their power to get better right?" I nodded once again this time with even more fear.
" Well last night after you went to bed the hospital called and well..." She didn't need to say anymore then what she did. I knew what she was going to say. My family was, well you know. In two days time we were at my family's funeral. While putting my family in their graves someone gave me a piece of paper, well papers. I didn't want to open it. They promised me I thought. They promised me that they would live. I couldn't blame them they probably did their best. From that day forward I would cover my body from head to toe with clothing. I would wear long sleeves and jeans and everything even gloves. Yes gloves. I am 19 now and living alone in a small house but not to small. It has 2 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, a living room, kitchen, and a nice front and backyard. I am in my last year of high school thank god. When I first got into high school I knew there would be germs everywhere and I was right. I didn't have any friends, I didn't want any either. I was fine on my own. Now I am just waiting for this place of grotesque creatures to go away and so I will never have to see them again and just stay home. Well you are probably wondering ' Fumi how will you get money for everything you need?' Well I have a little side job when it is the end of a school day so you don't have to worry about that. I will fill all that in later, but for now I have to go back to the hell hole of germs (high school). Eww I am disgusted but I have to go. (-_-)

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